TOUR [ H.S ]

11. Manchester 3,( part two ).

Harry:

"J'ai apporté ton record de George Harrison"

I woke up from an unclear dream when i felt a small tap on my shoulder,slowly opening my eyes as i turned behind to face my mom with a cheeky smile on her face,the look of confusion subsiding from my face when i finally looked beside me and realised that my arms were still wrapped lazily around Kat's delicate waist."Someone's getting cozy?" Said mom and I hid my face in embarrassment.

"Can we talk outside in the garden?" She asked and I simply nodded.Trying my best to slowly unwrap my arms from around Kat's body and she shifted a bit but then continued to sleep.

It was currently 10 am now,which meant that we have been asleep for about 2 and a half hours.
I got up from the bed,following my mom out of my room and heading towards the garden.We eventually sat down on the wooden bench and she handed me a cup of hot tea,letting out a soft "thank you" and she nodded her reassuringly.

"It was really nice of you to invite Kat to stay with us."I nodded with a small smile,placing the cup down on one of the cat coasters laid out on the garden table, "She couldn't go back to her family in Leicester because she wouldn't be able to make it back in time-well not really it's just two hours away but with her little sister there..it wouldn't be easy leaving again.She also misses her family,I figured it would be nice to let her be with us."i explained,my mom chuckling as she processed my quick ramble.

"Can I ask you something?" She asked,giving my hand a soft squeeze and I just stared at her.

"Do you like her?"

"Yeah she's a great friend and we get along very we-"
. "No no not in a friendly way,I meant like do you really like her?." She questioned once again,this time really emphasising the word "like" and my eyes went wide at the sudden realisation of her question.

I didn't expect her to ask me such a forward question like that.I know I haven't share about anything to anyone about how I've been feeling because I just ended things with Camille about 3-4 weeks ago but sometimes when you know you with vibe with someone,feelings and perspective can change easily.

I didn't want to put myself through the hurt again,that's very sure..I went through lots of shit in all my previous relationships,feeling like this shitty burden towards my family and even my close friends,I don't ever want to do that anymore.I don't want to be a burden.My relationship ended in such a way i can't describe until this day,only remembering losing my temper and asking her to get out.My heart aches as i reminisce those last moments i had with her.My hands sinking into her skin as i moulded my lips against hers.Listening to her sing an unfamiliar melody and laughing when she told me she was singing "I got my mind set on you" by George Harrison.Just everything.Still too fresh to let it go completely.

But then i think of Kat,the only person who took the time to carry and understand the way i felt though-out these few weeks was Katie.. Still remembering so clearly the way she took care of me even when I was drunk off my ass.Consistently checking up on me whenever i tend to shut people out before a show starts.Offering me some food when she notices i don't eat as much.The thing is,she had many reasons to leave me and my problems alone but she stayed.And the more she stayed..the more I started wanting to know her.To know her favourite bands and tunes,to know what type of books she enjoyed reading or if she didn't enjoyed reading at all.I find myself wanting to know more and more about her.
I try my best to hide it but I know,that's not gonna happen.