I Am Me (Completed)

Chapter I

Soo Ah's POV

"Don't! Don't leave me! I'll do everything! I'll do better! I'll prove it to you! Just don't go! Don't leave me. I don't wanna be alone. I can't do this alone.

Please. Eomma! I'm scared.. Jebalyo."

" We will come back for  you. I promise. I'm Sorry."

"Eomma! eomma! No! Eommaa! Jebal!"

Tears won't stop falling as I call and watch them fade away.

She didn't even care to look back. 

Even just a glimpse.

Maybe she really just didn't care about  me. 

No one does.

"Soo Eonni! Eonni! Eun Soo Ah! Wake up! you're dreaming again. Are you okay?" Ha Na

I woke up with her hugging me.

I hate it whenever this happens.

I feel... Pathetic. Tsk.

" Gwaenchanayo." Sagot ko sa kanya

"Same Dream?" 

I just looked at her.

"Arasso. Anyways, Eonni I want to eat pizza. :(

"This early? Do you really think may open nang pizza parlor ng ganitong ka aga?

"Yaa, Neo jinjja gwaenchana? (Are you really okay?)  Tulog ka pa ba? Hello? It's already lunch time!"

Pasimple kong sinilip yung oras at nakita kong ala una na ng tanghali.

Tsk. Soo. Pull your shit together. Don't let that stupid dream of yours ruin your day.

"Ah jinjja? (really?) Fine. 10 minutes. Ah. ani (no), 20. Makakapag hintay naman siguro yang sawa mo sa tiyan no?"

"Ugh. Fine! Pakibilisan."

"Ya. I'm still older than you. Language please." 

"Hehe mianhe ^^V"

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Anyways, I'm Eun Soo Ah. Soo for short. There's nothing much to say since my life isn't that interesting. And that lady there, is Kim Ha Na. My closest and only friend. One is enough. 

I don't depend on her much though. I learned to be independent since as long as I remember. Well we have to be because the truth is, Eventually, she'll have her own life and leave. That's what people do. :) Nothing in this world is permanent. People change, Feelings fade. Nothing stays the same. Why? Because that's just how life works.

But I'm still thankful for her. 

Siya lang ang taong gumamit ng iba't ibang klaseng martilyo magiba lang ang dingding na binuo ko para protektahan ang sarili ko. 

Siya lang ang taong sumubok at pumilit pumasok sa buhay ko at pumiling magstay sa tabi ko.

And for that, I'm really really grateful.

Bigla ko nanamang naalala yung kanina.

Am I that unlikeable?

Ganon ba kong ka walang kwentang tao para iwan ng ganun ganun nalang? Willing naman akong gawin lahat eh. Pero bakit parang hindi parin sapat?

Haha, Asa. You'll never be enough Soo.

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Author's Note:

Short Update for the 1st chapter. ^^