I Am Me (Completed)

Chapter II

Kim Ha Na's POV

"Eonniiiii!!! What's taking you so longgg?? Paliii! I'm really hungry!!"

Gutom na talaga ako my god. 

"Eto na. Eto na."

"My god. What took you so long?"

"Mwo?! That was just 20 minutes! Gigisingin mo ko para yayain kumain sa labas ng ready to go ka na tapos magrereklamo kang nagtagal ako? Tuleg ka ba?"

"Hehehe, Gaja?"

"Psh."

Sungit talaga. Pasalamat ka, Nako.

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Annyeonghaseyo!! Kim Ha Na here!! Soo Ah's Best Friend :) I'm half korean, Both of us actually. But you know.. Yeah. So! back to me, I'm based here in the Philippines because of my dad who used to stay here due to business purposes. Well that was way back in college. They're now back in Korea and I decided to stay here. Soo and I are working in a publishing company. Her being the writer and me as a graphic designer.

We've known each other since we're like, 18. Well, I'm 18 and She's 19 back then so we're probably friends for 6 years. But let me tell you, It took me a year to get her trust. Hindi pa nga siya ganyang ka vocal sakin before. Actually, hindi  ko talaga siya tinantanan hangga't hindi  siya pumapayag na maging kaibigan ko. it's just that,  I understand that she has trust issues and she thinks na sa umpisa lang okay. Sa umpisa lang masaya. Pero in the end, iiwan at iiwan ka nila. That's what she always think and I'm here to prove her wrong. 

Bakit ko siya tiniis? Paano? Her eyes have this powerful thing that she can see through me, know my real feelings and what I'm thinking just by looking at me right straight to my eyes.

I remember what happened before when everyone judged me from being a pretentious bitch, that I'm only pretending to be nice so the people around will like  me. But! that's not the truth. Well I'm pretending to be fine back then until I met Soo eonni. I remember what she told me back then.

" Cry if you want to. Be sad if you feel sad. Get angry if you have to. Don't take the burden within yourself just because you don't want them to see you angry, sad or weak. You may always seem happy but remember that you're also human. You can get sad or lonely. You can get mad if things go wrong. You can cry if you feel like crying. You're not a rock. You have feelings too. If they can't bear with that, then, you don't need them in your life. You need someone who will accept you because you are you and not because you're a perfect girl who's okay with everything."

And that, That made me want to know her better, be friends with her and stay with her. I wanted to know why shes always alone, why she has no friends and after a year of hardship, Hahahaha charot. She let me in to her life. And I remember myself feeling really happy. Really happy that we became best friends though minsan, para akong nakikipag usap sa wall. lol  

So, Back to Reality.

"Eonni, Ano na? San tayo?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"Ikaw nagyaya, Ikaw mag isip."

"Tsk. Whatever. Wag kang magreklamo ha."

"Oona."

"Sa mall nalang tayo! Got7 released a new album recently. I have to get it." Suggest ko sa kanya

"Arasso, (Okay,) I'll go check some books as well."

Soo's POV

"Aaaaaahhhh, I'm so full. So san na tayo? Bookstore? O sa Music shop?"

"Bibili ka lang naman ng album diba? Bumili ka muna." 

"Oo, Matagal ka pumili ng books eh. Yung tipong closing na, Hindi ka pa tapos." Biro niya.

"Ha-Ha Ha. Ang funny mo. Tara na!  " Balik ko sa kanya.

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*Music Shop*

Nag ikot ikot lang din ako habang hinahanap ni Ha Na yung bibilhin nya. 

And since wala naman akong gagawin, Nanood nalang ako ng music videos na pinapalabas nila sa shop.

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

Gyeoule kkeuteseo nan,

Bomi dwie jun neol manan geon

Oh miracle, Naegen neomudo

Gijeok gateun ilingeol

Nega on horo nan,

Ijeneun gyeouli chubjimaneun anha

Nal baraboneun niga itgie, yeah.

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

Bakit ganito? Bakit yung puso ko? Bakit ang sakit? Bakit, Bakit ako umiiyak?

"Huy ano na? andiyan ka lang pala. I was looking for you."

Dali dali kong pinunasan yung tumakas na luha sa mga mata ko.

"Oh my god. Eonni! Got7! It's them! Yan yung comeback album nila!" And she showed me the album.

"Waaa. I'm so Inlove with them. Especially my Bammyyy! Alam mo eonni, minsan, iniisip ko, Balik kaya ako ng Korea? Mas malaki yung chance na makilala ko sila dun." Dagdag niya pa.

"Oh bakit hindi mo ituloy?" Tanong ko sa kanya.

"Eeeeehhh. Because you're still here. I won't leave for Seoul without you no! Hello? You're also from there!"

"Eh pano yung Got7 mo?"

"They can wait. Hahaha! Hindi pa sila pede mag girlfriend. 😜"

"Waaah, Michyeosseo." Baliw na talaga to. 

"Hehehe, I know. Hahaha"

So it's them. Sila pala yun.. Got7.

Pero bakit, Bakit ganon yung epekto nila sakin?

Yung epekto niya at ng boses nya sakin?

Who are you?