Omega (Alpha & Omega #1)

{Chapter Sixty Nine}

I sat in the moving car, my head between my knees, trying to breathe through another rush of pain. I wasn't sure how long it had been since the vehicle left the venue, but it felt like forever for me.

My heat had still yet to hit, but the pain was constant. The pleasure only lasted a few seconds, then was back to pain.

I wasn't coughing up blood anymore, though. So even through the unbearable pain, I could see a bright side.

Teo and Seth were silent, but whenever I looked up, they were watching me. They sat so still and their faces were so calm, I wondered if the fact that I felt like I was dying bothered them in the least.

'Of course it does,' Seth's voice murmured in my head. 'We're just waiting.'

I just wanted it to start so I could get it over with. I wasn't keen on the idea of the two of them getting me off, let alone doing so with their "powers" and being able to watch me when it happens. I wouldn't get naked, I knew that. But I would still feel them touching me.

Seth's eyes glowed just a bit and he turned his head away to look out the window, continuing to wait for my heat to inevitably start. But something had changed the moment he heard my thoughts about them touching me and me being able to feel it. And while he tried to hide it, I saw his eyes.

Teo kept his face passive, as if he hadn't heard a word I thought. And maybe he hadn't. I wasn't sure if they could always hear thoughts or if they had to hone in on someone to be able to listen in.

I was afraid to have them touch me - their own physical hands or not. Besides Keon and Cayson, I'd never let someone else touch me in that way after Simon. I refused. I locked my wants and selfish desires away in the recesses of my mind. Even with the brothers, I only let myself out a bit. To complete strangers - in that respect, anyway - it made me nervous.

That time, Seth glanced at me.

"Stop reading my mind," I said once the pain was beginning to shift again. "It's not...fuck."

He clenched his jaw and looked back out the window when I groaned.

"Polite," I finished through a rush of air.

Teo looked over at Seth. After a couple seconds, Seth turned his head and glared.

Speaking to each other through their minds was also kind of rude, but I wasn't going to say anything. If it couldn't be spoken outwardly, then there was no reason for me to pry to find out what it was they were talking about.

The pleasure shifted, but not into pain. The pleasure doubled and I almost fell off my seat at the power of it.

A hand pushed me back up into a seated position, and the moment I got enough energy to raise my eyes, I saw both Teo and Seth staring at me. Glowing green and hazel. Predators. Alphas.

"Unfortunately," Seth said as a finger moved over my lips, then slid into my mouth, "this orgasm won't be one for the books. We'll have to put you to sleep halfway through."

I shuddered when a hand slid up my thigh. I wasn't sure who it was that was touching me, and neither of them gave it away. And while moments ago, the thought of them watching me was disconcerting, when my heat hit, I found it exhilarating. To have them touch me without actually touching me, and to have their eyes on me.

It was my heat, I knew. The person I was during my heat was not the same as I was normally. The me normally would be horrified.

What felt like two fingers entered me and I clutched at the leather seat below me. They didn't need clothes off to make me feel naked. They didn't need clothes off to touch me.

Hands gripped my breasts, pulled my hair, and made me bring my hands behind my back. Fingers wrapped around my wrists and kept them tied behind me.

I probably looked ridiculous, but I couldn't bring myself to care. The fingers moved in and out of me so slowly that I almost groaned, but another hand slid over my mouth. But this one was an actual hand belonging to Teo.

I looked over at him through tear-filled eyes.

He only raised an eyebrow, then motioned towards the front of the vehicle with a slow tilt of the head.

The driver would hear. Even though there was a dark partition between the driver and us, if I made any sort of noise, he'd hear.

"I'll even tell them I covered your mouth," he said. "So relax."

The fingers scissored inside of me and I groaned against the warm flesh against my mouth.

In, open, close, out. The fingers continued those movements until my entire body was shaking. My body shamelessly wanted more, even though my mind knew better. Knew they were only doing this to put me to sleep so they could travel better.

Keon and Cayson were in the car behind us. And a part of me felt like I was betraying them, even though I knew they agreed. They left knowing full well what was going to happen.

That didn't make it any easier.

Drool slid from between my open lips and slid down Teo's palm. He eyed it, and the fingers around my wrists tightened.

So he had my hands bound behind my back. It reminded me so much of my alone time with Cayson that my back arched and I clenched my eyes shut.

"Who do you think he learned that from," Teo asked, almost to himself.

My eyes flew open, and before I could even utter a noise against his hand, the hands gripping my breasts moved, and were suddenly flicking gently against my nipples.

Little shocks of electricity tingled throughout my body from those small, subtle movements.

The pleasure continued to build, and something pressed against the one place that was sure to get me off.

The noise I made had both men's eyes shining just a bit brighter, and I knew it didn't matter if there was a hand over my mouth or not. The driver heard. He had to have. The noise was so loud in my ears.

And yet Teo kept his hand over my mouth.

Fingers pressed harder into and against me, and I felt it - the building of an upcoming orgasm from not even really being touched. I shuddered, and the fingers inside of me twitched a certain way, right as the hands over my breasts caressed over my nipples, and I cried out against Teo's hand.

I only felt it for a moment before there was a twinge of pain in my brain, and everything went black.

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A/N: Because I'm inappropriate as hell, I was going to have a sexy chapter if this book went on to chapter sixty nine 😂 just this one is with Teo and Seth - kind of 🤔

Update:

I've started writing the bonus chapters for this book, and I was wondering if there is a bonus chapter you'd like to see - I know Teo and Phoenix. I got chu. But anything else? 😂 Let me know and I will do my best to include it.

Have a good Friday!