My life with Aspergers

Chapter 20- Taken away

Here is another thing about Aspergers... Sometime's its hard for me to control my emotions. I remember one day when I was on the internet on my Itouch, I remember I was texting (app for texting) this one girl I used to like. And one day I did love her, days later I was feeling different and it just kept going back and fourth. So one day I finally said something I don't remember what exactly and she wanted me to be out of her life because of what I said. She did say that if I contacted her in anyway than she would call the cops... And believe me I don't want that to happen. After that, I just decided not to text her anymore because I didn't want the police involved... Well, truth was they were and I'll explain that part. Actually there were involved twice with my family and I'll tell you the brief details. Now this was all my doing, my family had nothing to do with this because they were only trying to help.

I remember the same night I was on my Itouch I was threatning to commit suicide (I am a lot better now than I was before) I didn't expect it but someone had rung our doorbell. My brother Kyle had said to me,

"Someone is here for you." I was surprised because no one ever visits me.. Which is rare. I paused the music that I was listening too. ("Untitled" By Simple Plan) I went to the door and found there were 2 policeman at the doorstep. Now, I am not going to give you word for word of everything that happened that night because I don't remember everything we talked about... But I can give you the summary. I could not lie to the police so I had to tell the truth. Well the truth was they were about to take me away somewhere that isn't a good place. But my Jack had talked to them and convinced them to give me 1 more chance.

We sat down and the police had asked me questions and I did answer truthfully. We got to this one part where I promised them I would not ever contact Sydney again (The girl I texted that I met on mylol.net) I joined that site because I wanted to add Angel. So ever since then, I never talked to her. Because even  one time I talk to her I would be taken away. After the police left I had my Itouch and phone taken away because of that. I got my phone back in on July 4th. My Itouch however, I still had not gotten it back. I remember Jack telling me why I haven't but I forgot the reason. Maybe if I prove to myself, I can possibly get it back.. I just won't make the same mistakes as I once did. But ever since I started living in Idaho, I have been doing a lot better than I was before. If you saw how I was in Utah and how I am now in Idaho, you would see a huge difference.