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Ok so I went on facebook because that's how I can work on Wattpard by doing my stories. So this might be a short chapter but there is not really much to say. So I get a message from Shelby Carter... A friend I knew since high school. So the message basically said "Go away I am done with you :(" Yeah right like she really is "sad" I am beginning to think that Asperger's is causing my life corruption. Now I know you people might be thinking Aw it can't be that bad, don't use Asperger's as a excuse. Well guess what? I tried for so many months not to use Asperger's as a excuse but guess what? People are hating/despicing me! I have seen and lived through it... Well thought you should know I lost another friend. I don't want people to know my real name.. I wanna change my name, and my hair. I just want the people that knew in Utah forget me. Because all I am going to be is alone. I mean I will never fall in love with another girl as I once loved Angel but there is nothing I can do about it.

The one thing that is missing my life is a girl. I wish I had a girl to cry on, talk too, hug, I don't want to be alone anymore. But I guess that's what I get with my autism. I guess I was meant to be alone. I know I haven't dated in 6 years since Junior high school- Through High School... I haven't datede 6 years ago anyway. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know who to turn too.

---Sorry Short Chapter

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