My life with Aspergers

Chapter 40- My experience with Twitterpated

So as I had mentioned in the last chapter, there is a girl that I see every day when I first walk into the building and during lunch. Just as I mentioned, at first when I saw her I was thinking oh she's cute and I would just carry on minding my own business. .. But as time went on, everytime I saw her I couldn't help but feel the things the owl said on Bambi about being twitterpaded.

So here is how my experience went; For a while I been meaning to talk to her and just introducing myself.. So on August 11th after "Work" I went to the area that usually was in. Before I did, I got myself a drink and told myself to relax and breathe.. I mean she was just a girl right?

So when I went to the area that she usually was in, I went inside and saw her close to the TV. When I went up to her, I said;

"Hey can I talk to you? " And she replied with, "About what?" I didnt want to take up her time so I said "I'd guess I could do it here. ." And I told her that I just wanted to introduce myself, because she has seen my badge I'm sure.. But never actually got the chance.. Or I did but was nervous too. Here is where the awkward part comes in;

At one point when I was starting to introduce myself, I somehow said, "I didn't want it to be weird --- Not that your weird, cuz your not." I was so tongue tied, it was not going so well. There have been a few times when I told her that this wasn't how I planned it .. There was these two other people that was with her and they heard my conversation with the girl and at one point they laughed. . Not laugh as in being mean but the other kind of laugh. One of them said, (After I was being tongue tied)

"He likes you" Which was true in a way. So... That's how that went. After I had left, I went back to the cafeteria and I said, "Kaye? !" (That's one of the workers there) and she asked how the introducing thing went and I asked her if I could just not come in tomorrow which was Friday. .. But Kaye said that it was going 5o be fine.. Not the part of me going home. .

I then replied to Kaye that is why I didnt wanna come in tomorrow. I asked Kaye, "What she gonna think when she see's me now??" I had no idea. But the thing is about this girl, she's one of those shy types. .. Which doesn't bother me. . In a way I'm shy too.

So the next day was Friday and I was at work. . During the summertime, the cafeteria would have youth groups. . And Friday was one of those days. Last time, the girl came in and told us how many youth groups there were today and then Friday they were making a joke saying that she might come in again to tell how many youth groups there was that day. So at one point, I asked my boss, (She's a funny lady) "Can Twitterpaded lead to... to... You know...." She was confused and then I replied, "The L word" And she replied that it could lead to love. Sometimes it does, and sometimes it doesn't. It just depends. So the question is, the girl I feel twitterpaded to; Is it gonna lead to love? I don't know. . I'd guess I'll find out. Only time will tell.