Nervous Dream

Six

I woke up in a strange place. The wind was blowing faster and I rubbed my elbows trying to ease the cold away. The sound of the sea rushes through my ears. I look around trying to figure out where I am, and I see this girl. She is in her wedding dress, obviously. Standing at the cliff, her long black hair was flowing away from the sea and the little white flowers stuck through her hair was one by one flown away by the wind. She was holding her veil in one of her hands, curled messily , as though she really had the need to throw it in the sea. I couldn't see her face, yet the darkness and sorrow surrounding her, I could feel it all. I tried to walk to her, but was stopped by the next figure appeared out of nowhere from the other side of the neatly kept lawn. He was wearing a royal looking outfit, which gave me the feeling of royalty. He held his place and stretched his hand forward, as if he was trying to reach the girl miles away from him. I averted my gaze at her and horror washed my body and mind as she was, with a slight movement of his hand, held high ;moved upwards from the ground and bended towards the sea. I wanted to save her, grab her out of it, but my feet was just stuck. I screamed but nobody heard me. I couldn't move my legs, not even my hands. It was as if, my existence in that place was just an illusion. While I was trying to scream and stop him, he nodded his head as though he was enjoying the pleasure of torturing her. Her veil was floating through the air when she still hadn't let go of the hold of it. With a swipe motion of his hand, the girl's body was thrown off the cliff, straight into the sea. I screamed, louder and louder asking someone to save her. She had finally let go of the veil. It was wondering around in the air, sparkling like stars from the sky was engraved in it before slowly landing itself at my feet. Her loud scream pierced through my eardrums like thunder hits. The guilt of not being able to save her, not being able to stop him was piercing my heart and tearing me inside out. I drop myself to my knees as I picked her veil up and in a second it vanished into dust in my very hands.

"Eonnie, Eonnie....." I heard Sette's voice calling out for me. When I slowly opened my eyes, she ran her hands under me over the mattress and hugged me tightly , sobbing louder..

"Sette ah.." I call over for her in search for an explanation.

"You screamed ....eonnie, screamed ....so.. loud ....I got.. really... scared..... you were really..." She cries. 

"I'm sorry" I apologize before hugging her tight. "I'm sorry".

This is the worst dream I ever had. I could still feel the icy coldness from the dream, and the girl's scream runs through my mind as though it was real. As we both stand before the director of the academy and he passed us the happy news of both of us being accepted at SM Entertainment, as Sette jumped crying in happiness, my mind was still questioning its own self for answers. I need to find answers, to these weird dreams of mine. I need to find, who I was and what I was. I need to find, my true identity. I need to find, where I truly belong.