character x reader one shot book

Cheater Loke x Reader (Fairy Tail)

B/n - Boy's name
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Y/n POV

It's been about a month now. Time has passed, but I remain the same. The numbness is still there. The heartache is still there. The questions are still there. I continue to ask myself why. What did I do wrong. Why did he do it. I still sit in an empty room at night longing for him, longing for him to hug me, kiss me, hold me. How I long to hear his voice, hear his laugh, see his smile. I think of him everyday. Even in the slightest thing I do. When I wake up, I remember waking up by his side. When I get out of work, I remember him picking me up and taking me to eat. When I read a book I remember him leaning on my shoulder, asking me what was so interesting about the book I was reading. When I listen to music, I remember dancing around with him. I think about him so much, but I know no matter how much I think of him, he's not thinking of me. He's making all the memories we once had, with her. The girl's name is Emily. She's a celestial wizard. I had come home from work one day to see Loke kissing her. I stood there for a good few minutes to make sure it wasn't some misunderstanding, but he continued to kiss her. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I yell at the cheater. I run out of the apartment and go to Lucy's apartment. I should have expected him to do this to me, in all honestly. He's a playboy. Lucy opens the door and sees my puff eyes and tear stained cheeks. He instincts kick in and pulls me into her apartment, gets me a towel and a box of tissues and starts preparing a hot chocolate. She asks me what happens and I tell her the story. She almost drops the cup when I tell her what he did. She threatens to beat him up, but I tell her it's not worth it. She puts a hand on my shoulder and pulls me into a hug. I realize how much of a mess I am and ask if I can take a shower and borrow some clothes. Being my best friend, she says yes and I go into the bathroom. I stand in the shower for a good 10 minutes before actually staring to take a shower. Memories of us flood into my mind as the warm water hits my skin. The winter nights that we'd sit in front of the heater, the summer days he'd take me to the pool and we'd play in the water. Every month when he'd take me out for dinner. The tears started flowing faster as I just cried and cried. Why would he do this to me? What is so wrong with me that made him cheat? Why doesn't he love me anymore? I turn off the water and dried myself. I put on clothes and sit on the couch. Lucy sees my sadness and offers to go get my other best friend, Gray, but I decline, HES probably out with his girlfriend. Soon, I fall asleep, still with the heartache.

Loke POV
As soon as that door shut, I realized that I had messed up. Why did I cheat on the girl I love so much? What went through my head that made me think that it was a good idea to do that? Emily puts her hands on my face but I kick her out. I sit on the couch and look around. I look at what I just broke. I still see us dancing here to the music. I see us cuddling on the couch on a cold winter night, watching a movie. I see her falling asleep in my arms when she gets tired. All that, I just threw away. Why? I don't even know myself. I punch the wall, angry at myself for taking advantage of the love she had for me. I fall to the floor and look up at the ceiling. If I could do it all over, I would do it different. I wouldn't be in the position I am right now. I wouldn't be cursing myself out for cheating. I would be holding her, telling her how much I love her. I close my eyes. I'm sorry Y/n

2 years later

Y/n POV

Eventually I got over the heartache he gave me and moved on. Lucy, Natsu, Gray and Erza all made me feel better after and I ended up starting to make music. Gray and Natsu say him one day in a restaurant and beat him so badly they had to kick them out of the restaurant. I laughed when they told me the story. My partner in music B/n and I actually get along well and he also helped me through that time. Tonight, we have a concert at the Grand Magic games opening ball where we both sing for the King and Princess, as well as all the guilds attending. B/n and I step up on the stage and set up. I see my friends waving and cheering for me, and I also see Loke in the background. I freeze, but recollect myself, knowing he wouldn't dare to get near me, not after what he did. Finally, we began singing.

Y/n : Although it was so nice to meet you and I hoped that we could get along I know that in the end it will happen again and suddenly we're moving on

B/n: so now with these nostalgic memories a heavy heart, I walk towards the faded farewell determined from the start

(I'm too lazy to write all the lyrics but credit to Akane Sasu for the song. I'll write in other parts just for the sake of writing)

Y/n : If the sorrow held in my heart would pierce through the scars and shatter me to pieces, if I had you there by my side I'd smile with pride and say that you were worth it as the picture blues at the end he from tears that I've shed only a single thought remains not even a flood of miracles could all convey, this feeling I held for the first time you called my name

(Insert more lyrics)

B/n : on the nights I screamed in the dark and know in my heart I'll never make it through this, you would take me close hold me still and say that we will I know that we can do it. Now whenever I. Lose my eyes I still see the light that little spark of hope you say but what can I do to thank you I know what to say. Would it be alright with you if I called out your name?

(More lyrics)

Both: when the sorrow held in my heart would break through the scars disappear and leave me breathless, and you ask me how and why I'll smile and cry you told me I could do it as my shadow blurs at the edge from fragments I left only a single word remains not even a flood of miracles could all convey. This feeling I held for the first time we met that day oh it's nice to meet you please can you tell me your name?

The song ends and everyone cheers. We bow and walk of the stage. I walk backstage to get some water before meeting with everyone.

"That was a nice song"

"Loke"

"It's nice you remember me after 2 years"

"You cheated on me how do you expect me to forget?"

"Look I'm sorry. I still love you Y/n please take me back"

"Loke...I still love you as well.

His face lights up.

"But I also know what's best for me. And it's not being with you"

His face drops

"I promise you I won't do it again I..I love you more than anything. You're all I've been thinking about these past 2 years."

"I can't date a cheater"

"I won't cheat on you again ever!!" He cries

"Once a cheater, always a cheater Loke"

lolololol I got so lazy with this chapter it's like 11 and I've been up since like 6 and I'm tired ( I'm on summer vacation don't judge me) and have no will to do anything soooooo ima just leave this here along with my other one n's maybe finish another one tomorrow maybe not lol by ima go to sleep now