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Kazuto Kirigaya x reader (Sword Art Online)

Song: Deception- Christina Grimmie

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You didn't ever care for me, You didn't ever care for me oh, You didn't ever care for me, You didn't ever care for me oh, You didn't ever care for me, You didn't ever care for me yeah

They say love is the most dangerous game of all

I should have known from the minute I agreed to date you that I was getting into something dangerous.

You were the number one play of SAO

You had hundreds of fangirls

I was kidding myself thinking you actually loved me

You unfolded your arms and you unclenched your fists and I dropped all my bags and then on that star I wished what I would do what I would do to be loved by, by you

I was foolish to think you actually cared about me. I believed your lies, I believed your tears, I believed in you. I gave you my all, I tried to be my best for you.

And yet, I wasn't enough for you

No, you had to have my sister

My sister who is obviously prettier, smarter, better than me in every way shape or form. I could never compete with that

And I opened the door and I watched as you looked at me with honest confusion, certainly unrelieved what I would do, what I would do to be loved by, by you

Was everything just a game with you? I know Asuna rejected you in SAO...is that why you came after me? To get to her and convince her that you could get anyone you wanted?

I trusted you, I opened up my heart to you, Kazuto Kirigaya, but you took my glass heart and shattered it like it was a piece of plastic

I believed in you but it was all a lie

I felt like gold, so valuable and precious

But it was fake gold

Deception, the act of deceiving 

Deceiving, to cause someone to believe something that isn't true

You didn't ever oh (didn't ever care for me), You didn't ever oh (didn't ever care for me), You didn't ever...care

So now I'm sitting here wondering why, you didn't care for me, you didn't ever care for me, oh, didn't ever care for me, didn't ever care for me oh, didn't ever care for me, didn't ever care for me 

I wonder, did you ever even love me in the first place? I know you're extremely good at games so is that why you were able to fool me for so long? Is that why I was so stupid?

Love isn't a game Kazuto

Someone's feelings and heart are not things that you play with

But it's my fault

I can't take back the bite, this fruit was not meant for me, deception in vice, to the finest I've ever seen, what I would do, what i would do to be love by, by you

~Flashback~

"Y/n!" I turn my head to meet the eyes of my black haired boyfriend. He comes running towards me, a smile plastered on his face. 

"Hi Kazuto" He pecks my forehead and interlaces my hand with his. We walk to the park and have a small picnic right in front of the pond

"This reminds me of SAO, our first date remember?"