character x reader one shot book

Itachi x reader ( Naruto Modern AU)

When I am by myself, looking at photos and videos that we took, I've been keeping them for so long

Itachi Uchiha, the love of my life. The only one who has ever seen me in a vulnerable state. I have so many memories with him. When we met, our first date, our first kiss and so on. 

And with my broken heart, I see all the pictures of myself, living life without you just feels so wrong

I don't know why he didn't tell me. Was his embarrassed? Did he not trust me? My tears filled my eyes again as memories flashed through my mind. 

I want you to be here with me I know it sounds crazy, I miss your laugh and I miss everything, we used to be

~3 years ago~

"Y/n!" My black-headed friend at the time yelled, catching my attention. Even then, I had a crush on him, but was too shy to admit my feelings. 

"Hi Itachi" I smiled at him

He smiled back with his cheeks a little pink. I looked at him questioningly and he scratched the back of his neck.

"Do you want to...go out sometime" He whispered, just loud enough for me to hear

My eyes widened. "Eh?"

"I-" I didn't hear what he said next. He was rambling on and on before I interrupted him

"Yes I'll go out with you" My eyes widened again as I realized what I said. I quickly covered my mouth and looked up at him, probably the shade of a tomato. His cheeks were pink as he smiled.

"Great. How about today after school?" He asked

"Uh yeah!"

He smiled and kissed my cheek before running up to Kisame. I moved my hand over where he kissed me, still blushing. 

And even if it is just for a while, then god please give us the time, I can't deal with the reality, there's nothing left that I can do

After school, we walked to the coffee shop and sat down. We talked, just like normally as if nothing changed. Itachi acted the same way he always did, not making anything awkward. I smiled at the fact that we were still able to act way we usually do. We got coffee and a snack before sitting down and laughing 

"Listen Y/n...I....really like you, I have for a long time now I just...was really scared and nervous to admit it"

There was a small silence before I responded. "Itachi...I feel the same way. Since we were in middle school...I thought you would reject me"

He smiled and kissed my temple. I was truly happy

Cause my heart is just missing you

Why....Why did you leave me?

I tried everything, every way I could forget you just so I could leave my life without you

I've been going out lately, not just with friends, but with other guys. I'm trying my best to forget you, but how can I? I've never loved anyone or anything more than I love you.

So many times I've gone on dates with different guys and even slept with different guys but all I see is you. You never leave my gaze, all I see is you, no matter how hard I try. Even with my friends, everywhere I look, it's like you're everywhere. I smile with them, but the darkness and emptiness of my apartment gets to me every time I go home. I sink to my knees and sob, missing you so much

Nothing is the same, It's hard for me to erase all of the memories I have with you

~2 years ago~