Avalanche ~ Nemi (Sequel to Keep Holding On)

19.

DEMI P.O.V.: after taking a shower and eating some pizza, I laid in my bed under the sheets and grabbed the paper that Nick wrote thia morning. I was nervous.

1- Find You
2- Just Friends
3- Used To Be 
4- Comeback
5- Don't Throw It Away

There's others I didn't write but I thought of you while recording them.

I smiled reading the names of the songs...of my songs. I was happy to know how he felt about me, these lyrics were beautiful.

I grabbed my phone and wrote a message for him.

NICK P.O.V.: I opened the papar and read what she wrote down there.

- Ruin The Friendship
- Only Forever
- Ready For Ya
- Stop The World (you wrote it with me and maybe that's why I think of you everytime I sing it)

She wrote one less song about me than what I wrote about her but...this was all I was expecting to read. I knew it, in a way.

I smiled and my phone vibrated.

Demi☀~ nice songs, thank you...I feel honored

Nick☁~ well, thank you for mines..I love them all

Demi☀~ I didn't know you through of me like that when you wrote Just Friends

Nick☁~ I didn't know you thought of me while singing Stop The World

Demi☀~ I do now

Nick☁~ so...you wanted to fuck me while we were on tour together, huh?

Demi☀~ I'm definitely not talking about this through a chat hahaha

Nick☁~just tell me

Demi☀~ yes, I wanted that some nights but I'm super okay knowing that we didn't fuck and we'll probably never

Nick☁~ Demi...

Demi☀~ yea?

Nick☁~ do you have or had any feelings towards me?

Demi☀~ I don't know how to call it...but...I felt like you on the songs you wrote about me

Nick☁~ and that means...

Demi☀~ that means it's time to sleep, we'll talk later or another day...

Nick☁~ okay budds, love ya

Demi☀~ love ya

I closed the chats and went to Twitter to check my notifications. I was scrolling through it when her name appeared there.

Demilovato: shit, having someone that wrote songs about you must be the best feeling on earth...ily all so much, have nice dreams

Nickjonas: those lyrics were probably the perfect description of what I felt everytime I saw her pretty face the past 3 years...ily guys, sleep well