❛ 𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐥𝐚𝐧. 𝗇𝖼𝗍 𝖺𝖽𝖽𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋

♤ Big brothers to the rescue ♤

— this takes place before the tour and obviously the whole drama with Dahyun. I wanted to write something, needed a distraction so here.

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Yoonie poo 💩😘
Hanra is crying. I'm on my way there but will be a little delayed.

The second Chaehyun read the first three words he was in his car faster than lightening.

He burst through the door of his grandparents house and was immediately instructed to head upstairs where Hanra was. He ran upstairs and knocked on the door softly. He received a sob in response.

"Rara...it's me..."

"Chaehyun?" She sounded hopeful as she jumped off of her bed and raced towards the door. The second there was no longer anything blocking her path, she jumped into his arms, wrapping her legs around his waist.

Chaehyun carried her towards her bed and placed her down gently, he used the pads of his thumbs to knock the tears away as she sniffled, staring at him pitifully through the hurt filled brown eyes that looked so much like his.

People always said she looked like Chaehyun more than anyone in the family. It wasn't until now that Chaehyun agreed.

"Is this about a boy? Because if so then I'm not afraid to whip out the butter knives." Hanra giggled softly and looked down at the mattress as she shook her head.

"No. No it's not a boy...I'm just—"

"Missing Mum and Dad?"

"How did you know?" She murmured.

Chaehyun smiled and reaching his hand up to brush a strand of hair out of her eyes before proceeding to run his fingers through her silky soft hair. He tilted his head to the side and analysed her with the softest smile.

"Because despite what they did to us, they're still our parents and you still need them. Because believe it or not, apart of me misses them too...I just don't have it in me to admit it all that often."

Hanra felt a little better knowing that Chaehyun wasn't angry at her for missing them. He understood and that brought comfort to her. If anyone knew how to calm Hanra down it was definitely her eldest brother.

"It's just, in school everyone was talking about their families and how much they love their parents and I-I couldn't relate because I don't have parents that love me...I have gran and grandad and you and Dae but you two are always away and I'm just here. It hurts and everything is slowly getting too much for me to handle."

Chaehyun pouted and pulled her into his chest, his fingers sliding gently through the strands of her hair sending shivers down her spine. She was gradually getting more and more relaxed.

"And that's completely fine. It's okay to crash sometimes. Everyone needs to break down at some point because we're all holding back emotions. We wouldn't be human if we didn't. With what you've been through Hanra, I'm honestly surprised that you have lasted this long without completely breaking."

"I want to be brave...like you and Dae are. I'm scared if I show how hurt I am you'll both just think I'm weak."

Chaehyun chuckled. "You are a lot of things little missy but you are the furthest thing from weak. You think I'm always brave? Rara I have breakdowns at least once every three weeks. Showing your true emotions does not make you weak but strong because it takes a lot to show how you're really feeling especially with someone as closed off as you."

Hanra smiled.

"And don't even get me started on Daeyoon. That boy may act all 'mature' and 'oh I'm so strong, I'm Daeyoon' but I've held him in my arms many times over the same reason I'm now holding you, because just like you, he doesn't want you to think he's weak."

Chaehyun, being the eldest, had always been the one the two younger siblings went to with their problems. He'd seen them both crash and burn, he'd seen them both stand up and dust themselves off and he's held them when they needed holding.

"Chaehyun's right." The two whipped around to find Daeyoon standing in the doorway, a bag in his hand. "I have cried to Chae on many occasions over the exact same reason. I've always wanted to be like Chaehyun. There for everyone and barely shows any emotion. But I've crashed and burned and ended up in the arms of the person I'm trying to be like. Chaehyun hurts, Chaehyun cries because like he said, we're all only human and the sooner we realize that emotions need to be released the better."

Daeyoon crawled onto the bed and wrapped his arm around both Chaehyun and Hanra, trapping her in the middle.

"Now, who wants to do face masks and watch a tonne of films like we used to do, hmm?"

Now that sounded like a plan.

No matter what, Hanra knew she could always count on her big brothers to cheer her up.

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It's 4:25 AM, I have had no sleep. I've barely eaten and I'm super ducking emotional so I guess you can see what this weekend has done to me. But yeah, I wanted to update because I was getting emotional and needed some distractions.

I hope you enjoyed, this wasn't proofread and will be a load of mistakes because my eyes are barely open.

Thank you so much for reading.

You are appreciated 💓

- Blue x