I shouldn't feel so upset. People care about me. But I feel like everyone is going to leave me, because I don't feel good enough and I don't know why I feel this way. But it's annoying and I think everyone is going to leave me. I feel like I don't deserve the people in my life. I feel like don't deserve love. I feel like all I deserve is pain. I feel like I have no future. I am so fucking broken and I hate myself for it.
