My mom literally doesn't understand anything. I just want to call Sam and my mom won't let me.
Someone please just take me away from here so I can call Sam.
If my mom wasn't sooooo freaking close minded this would be 100% okay.
Okay but besides me constantly writing about him.
I want to lose ten pounds before I got to Maryland. Idk if that's possible. Weird goal. But yoooo beach body in the next two weeks lmao jk jk
I really want to call Sam and just tell him I love him without having to be all quiet about it.
This is super ironic. Because BRO I AM WRITING ABOUT MY LIFE TO THW PUBLIC. Like maybe two people read this. But yo anyone has access to this.
But yo I wish I had some privacy... like when I call him and my friends I can't be myself. I have to act how my parents expect me to act. I can't be myself around my parents. And when I'm around them 24/7 in this stupid hotel room I can't be myself and I hate it.
I can't play instruments, I can't fully make my YouTube videos since my family is right here and they can watch me and it's weird. And I can't act myself in them. I'm just saying my parents hold me back from my true personality.
I would love to just be myself.
