I messaged Sam and played Minecraft.
I'm feeling super just weird. I feel like I'm in another universe. A universe where everything is slightly shifted but me. I was left behind in the shift of my life. I don't know if what I'm doing is right anymore. I want it to be right and I hope is right, it just feels different. Everything feels different. I feel like everyone's changed but I'm the same. I feel like crying but I can't bring myself to do so since I'm never alone. I want to find myself. I feel lost. Maybe I've changed. I have changed. I have different expectations all of sudden. I want to do different things I think. I know it's not me why I'm feeling this way, everyone has changed around me. Maybe I'm just realizing who people really all. I keep going back and forth if I am happy.
With this one person I always had the suspicion that they are this way. But them saying it is really just hitting me I guess. It's just an adjustment. But I don't know how to feel. I love them so much. I always will love them. They are my fucking soulmate. Everything is going to be okay.
