May 31st (part 1)

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Being bisexual sucks. But whatever. Hella gay and straight at the same time falling for all the people (not really but like I only liked one gender that half the population I don't have to possibly fall for). I actually usually don't fall for many people at all. But I find so many people attractive from TikTok and my heart is like reeeeeeeee. It's whatever tho. It's chill. I'll never even be friends with any of those people probably. But like bro girls with long hair then they dress all sporty and sort of masculine oooh 🥰😍 and they act so dominate ooooh 🙃😘my gay half of my heart. Also I can like a pretty feminine girl with short hair AH 👀👌❤️.

Then guys that treat me with respect, lmao jk jk. Lots of guys respect me. But like oooh a guy with a little bit of longish mediumish hair ooof 😱🔥♥️preferably a darker color of hair, a good smile UGH take my heart. Oooh and freckles on a guy 💋maybe wavy or curly hair. UGH

Bruh people are just cute wtf.

I am pretty much into people that would protect me. Give me a hoodie of theirs. Naps. Staring at the stars. Movies. Horror movies. Band concerts. Oof so perfect. UGH going to the library together just to spend time together. Traveling. Camping. Oof.

I'd probably be technically pansexual since I'm more attracted to personality and aesthetics. But y'all I feel more connected to the label bisexual. Like when I discovered my sexuality (that doesn't sound right but just go with it) pan wasn't a common name or talked about. So Yee. Bisexual queen right here.

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