Everything is so hard. I broke up with Sam. I made the choice. One of the hardest choices I've ever had to make. He just didn't make me happy, well he did but he also made me feel horrible, not on purpose. That relationship was made for ending. Made to just be friends. Like I love him and care about him just we can't make each other happy the way we want.
Also I got put into jazz band b group.
Also my family didn't get the house.
All in one day. Today has been too much and now I just feel like sad numbness.
