June 5th

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Bruh I had a dream that I woke up and like I previously took a shower. So I almost didn't need to take a shower because I thought I already took one. But like part of me knew it was a dream.

I have to take a test today and I rather die.

So I took the math test and I probably failed the test. The history test wasn't so bad.

I have a concert today and that's honestly a stress relief to me.

The concert wasn't a stress relief at all. I hated it. It wasn't fun. It wasn't enjoyable. I just hated it. Everyone there hates me and I hate everyone. I feel so incredibly disliked by everyone there. I wish I was just in a band of a bunch of people that either A all liked each other or B didn't ever verbally social with each other unless it's about band and helping each other out.

There isn't a D&D session tonight and I'm super glad since I wouldn't be able to make it.

Oh well you know what I hate losing feelings for someone. Like I haven't done it yet but it scares me to. Because I really like someone as I talked about before.

Okay but I'm so infatuated by a boy on the internet. I have never even met him. He could be a serial killer. He does joke about killing people. But now everyone does on the group chat. Oh well. But ugh I like him so much, he makes me laugh and smile and I'm not super nervous around him (talking to him)

Yeah but I feel like mega shit so this is great.

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