I guess I was made to be the broken hearted one.
Grammy you left me when I was two, left me wanting to get to know you more.
Tucker you were my best friend, you got homeschooled and I never saw you again.
Aiden you left at the same time as tucker switching schools, leaving me with no friends.
Liam you were my first boyfriend, you treated me so well and left me so hurt.
Dad you went to jail absolutely rearranging my life, making it so hard to have extra money.
Robert I'm sorry I just left you, you treated me well, I miss that.
Sam Ribic, you were my best friend then became my boyfriend, you left me incredibly broken and without a friend like you.
Evelyn, I'm sorry I was jealous and ended just hurting myself.
Sam Peterson, I did the worst thing I have ever done to anyone and I'm so sorry and just ended up hurting us both so badly.
Gwen, sometimes I am convinced I still like you, you left me I just don't get why.
Mom you made me break up with Dayna, this could've been something good.
Grandma, you left me so hurt now, I feel like I've needed you more than ever before, I'd do anything to see you again.
Lynn and friends I hurt you all and I got myself just hurt and I'm sorry.
Dakota, I thought you might've liked me, but you never really did and you made me wonder what I did wrong.
Jo, you messed my heart so much and pressured me into doing things, and I'm the end left me completely hurt and with no more confidence left.
Lauren, you cheated on me.
Mr. Woods you've stressed me out with all this trying out stuff over and over again I feel like I'm wasting my time. I longer feel good enough to be doing anything with music.
I feel like I've lost everything and I feel just so hurt I guess. I've been done wrong so many times, and I've done others wrong.
No matter how passionate I am I'll never be good enough.
Megann who are you trying to prove yourself too.
Trying to look all cute everyday, to impress who? Unwanted attention.
Trying to play the best on the saxophone when I really have no talent and musical abilities without playing for hours on end.
Who are you trying to impress? Why? You'll never be good enough.
You'll never be happy.
Life will just continue to fall apart.
No matter how many good things you do, life will continue to fall apart and leave you with nothing. No matter how hard you try for everything to be okay it will fall apart. Nothing I do will never be good enough. You settle for less because trying to more means just more loss and disappointment. Everything is disappointment. Every guy you like is gay or wants to be a girl. Every girl you like doesn't like you or ends ups being straight.
You will never find the perfect one.
You'll never be the perfect one at anything.
Why do you even try with a relationship or with playing the saxophone. Both things just let you down again and again more than anything without fail.
What you dream to do will never be accomplished, because you will never be good enough. You will never been good enough. You will never be good enough. You will never be good enough.
You suck at music, you suck at making friends, you suck at English, you suck at math, you just suck at everything. You suck at making yourself and other happy. You just suck.
No matter how many hours you play on the saxophone you will always be truly second chair unless you with a person with worse anxiety or if they are lazy. But it's senior year and you just actually suck. There's no room for true improvement when it can never be shown. Everything you work for gets no where. Everything you do gets no where.
You have a few good friends.
You have your boyfriend you want to leave because it's just not working out anymore. Because EVERYTHING MUST GO WRONG. EVERYTHING MUST BE TERRIBLE. EVERYTHING MUST GO TO ABSOLUTE SHIT.
You suck. You suck. You will never be good enough at anything. You're life is meaningless. You are meaningless.
