How do I feel not depressed? How do I feel not anxiety? I just want to be happy. I could probably be living my best life and still be depressed and anxious. I just want to feel better. I want to be able to say heck today has been a good day. But everyday has felt bad because I've felt like shit in my head.
August 18th
Today was actually awful. I don't want to remember it so I'm not going to talk about it.
