I think I'm going to quit jazz band. I hate mr woods and my life. I love crying in math class because of jazz band. That stupid freshmen Bari sax player is so much better than me.
I am tired of wasting my time in band and jazz band WHEN ITS LITERALLY GETTING ME NO WHERE. I worked my ass off to play the Bari sax in wind ensemble since I had to "try out" along with the rest of the saxophones THEN HE FUCKING SAYS NOPE TRY OUTS. Wasting and stressing myself out for no reason. Then he has that playing test THEN HE DOESNT EVEN DO CHAIRS. AND I AM FIRST BARI SAX FREAKING CHAIR!! I worked my ass off working on that stupid solo in jazz band THEN HE FUCKING JUST SPLITS THE SOLO UP ACROSS THE SECTION. NOW I GET PUT IN SECTION 2 IN JAZZ BAND. THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT. I am not working my ass off for nothing. I am done trying to prove myself for no reason.
