Not gonna lie I'm feeling depressed. 7:46AM
Never mind I'm fine 9:08AM
Bro it's actually the 13th oof I messed up these things
Okay so I am pretty upset with my boy sam. Just OH MY FUCKING GOD PLEASE STOP TRYING TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE WHEN YOU CANT HELP YOURSELF BEFORE I BEST YOUR ASS INTO YOU LOVING YOURSELF. oh my god HEJEJEJRJJFNDJRJRJEJRJJRJRKPDOFJNFJFI. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO UPSET WITH SOMEONE IN THIS WAY. JESUS CHRIST TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL. USGGHHHHHHHHHHH. IT TRULY UPSETS HOW HE IS AFRAID OR WORRIED TO TELL ME WHEN HE IS SAD AND UPSET AND SHIT. UGHHHH IM JUST SO UPSET. HE WANTS TO GO OUT OF HIS WAY TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY WHEN HE CANT EVEN MAKE HIMSELF HAPPY. I LOVE HIM AND I DONT WANT HIM TO BE UPSET. I WANT HIM TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO ME ABOUT HOW HE IS FEELING!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I HIGHLY DOUBT HE'D LIKE IT IF I WAS FEELING DEPRESSED AS FUCK AND DIDNT TELL HIM. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Stupid penny drama. I have like a million things on my mind and I'm just frustrated with a lot. But I guess one thing I feel like ranting about it my dog I had to get rid of. So I had to get give up THE BEST DOG IN THE WHOLE WORLD WHO MADE ME FEEL SO HAPPY AS I WAD GOING THROUGH THE WORST TIMES OF MY LIFE AND MY DEPRESSION. But that's not the point. So the lady my family gave her to worked at petsmart and my mom has kept in contact with her. But this lady is being super sketchy and not telling my mom about penny and being super just ehhhh and weird and won't send pictures of penny and is making weird excuses to not send pictures of penny. My mom thinks the lady sold penny. But this lady isn't saying shit.
I put that in a chat to mask the other thing I was upset about.
But MY MOM IS JUST SUPER TOXIC
