I woke up and felt like shit.
I've felt kind of like an emotional wreck lately.
I've been super confused about everything in life.
I asked Sam to call me and oh my lord I felt so much better.
I'd be dumb to leave someone that can completely change the mood for the better.
I know him and I have many many differences, but I think I can handle it.
I am with someone I care about and love so much, the feelings are the same.
I get yesterday I thought I didn't want to be with him but I also had a million other things and lowkey thought I was going to do something permanent and stupid.
I felt lower than ever yesterday.
I keep feeling like I'm going to lose everything, but if I continue this attitude I've had I am going to push people away and be miserable.
I feel so stupid about how I was feeling yesterday.
I love Sam, he is my world and I am his.
I would be so stupid to let go of someone so amazing.
I need to get rid of my fears.
