HOW THE FUCK

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HOW THE SHIT DID I FALL IN WITH MY BEST FRIEND JACK!!!! HOW !! THE FUCK!!!!  WHY WHY WHY

god

Not only I love his personality because he was such a wonderful personality

HE KIND OF LOOKS CUTE SOMETIMES WHAT

IVE KNOWN HIM SINCE FRESHMEN YEAR THE FUCK !!!!!!

NOW I LIKE HIM 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

like

I always thought the moment I found the one I would know

So like could jack be the one

Or is it just some weird crush somehow

BUT OML

I KEEP HAVING DREAMS ABOUT HIM

ahhhhhhhh

He is always on my mind now

AND WHEN I SEE HIM I JUST WANT TO HUG HIM.

Like I've had a small crush on him every once and a while because he is such an amazing person.

But it always went away

BUT NOW ITS NOT GOING AWAY.

WHAT AM I SUPOOSE TO DO
I DONT WANT TO RUIN THIS WONDERUFL FRIENDSHIP

AHHHH

like I even thought of holding his hand if he ended up being my boyfriend

Idk man

I like him sooooooooo much now and idk what to do.

Like bruh I don't want to get rejected by my best friend but like WHAT IF HES THE ONE AND I AM JUST LETTING HIM GO!!!!!AGHHHHHHH

He also makes me such a better person

Idk man AHHHH

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