The next morning I woke up along and cold with a sick feeling swallowing me.
"Anti.." I called out and looked around I say I was in the hallway I got up and shuffled downstairs I didn't smell food I looked for Anti and saw him on the couch.
"Anti.." I groaned my head hurt like fuck
"You were drunk last night." He growled
"I figured what did I do..." I hugged out and looked at the back of his head.
He stood up.
And turned I saw his black eye.
"I DID THAT?!" I covered my mouth in disbelief
"Yeah." He seemed angry
"I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to I was drunk!" I walked closer to him
He shot me a scary glare
"A-are you mad" I shook
"Yeah! You also beat the shit outta Tyler but he deserved it..you broke his nose" he crossed his arms
"Anti..I'm so sorry..I didn't mean to...I'm just like my dad.." I said the last part under my breath
"You were mean last night." He growled
"I'm so sorry!" I walked up to him
"You became a real bitch" he said right to my face with a emotionless stare.
My heart snapped.
"I-.." I was speechless I didn't think he would ever talk to me like that
"Go away from me." He sat back down and held his eye
"Anti let me help.." I reached for him and put my hand on his shoulder.
"GO! UPSTAIRS! AWAY!" He yelled I got scared and ran to the hallway he growled my name over and over again.
I went upstairs and found a room the had paper and pencil.
I wrote..
Anti
I'm sorry I'm so so sorry. I'm leaving just like you asked. I didn't think you'd ever say that to me I'm so sorry. I don't deserve you..I'm going back home. I'm sorry for wasting your time.
Y/n ❤️
I put the note on the bed and it was stained with my tears I walked to the closet to find the close he dropped me off in I pulled my hood over my head and snuck out the front I cried all the way home I went and left with nothing.
I finally got back seeing my apartment was still there I'm guessing my landlord just didn't care probably thought I died.
I laid on the couch and took a breath I laid there for 2 days cold dehydrated hungry and pushing out all my tears I can't believe one drunk punch made him want me gone.
I sat in sorrow and pain from hunger and sadness.
"Please come save me.." my heart just sunk farther.
I waited forever for him no one ever came.
I couldn't even move I closed my eyes.
I started to fade I thought I was dying I felt sick.
Then I felt his arms I smiled and rested calmly. I woke up being shook violently. I opened my eyes and saw Anti and Dark. Anti was sobbing and Dark was panicking.
I felt food being forced down my throat.
I swallowed and looked up at Anti.
"You're alive!" He hugged me
"Oh thank god" Dark breathed
"W-wha-" I was cut off by anti
"Shh your to weak to talk and stay alive! Eat drink!" I felt water being poured down my throat. I wasn't at a dying stage of weight I looked fine. I felt fine.
"Stop.." I pushed away all incoming food and water.
"Y/n I thought I lost you.." Anti held my cheeks
"I thought you wanted me to leave..." I finally saw his black eye it looked bad then I saw he had a bloody lip and a bruise I got sad.
"Did you get in a fight.." I asked touching his bloody lip.
"No hun Dark beat me up for yelling at you.." he hugged me again.
I turned to see Dark he had no bruises and was completely okay.
"I saw your letter.." he squeezed me a bit
"Don't be sorry you could never waste my time and I am a horrible demon for saying your a bitch I don't know what's wrong with me your perfect..don't leave me.." he cried into my shoulder
"How did I get here" I asked as Anti pulled away
"I brought you here" he wiped his face
"Why didn't you eat why didn't you take care of yourself.." he got on his knees in front of me.
"I..I did care" I shrugged
"Nope come on we're gonna get you outta these clothes and we're gonna make you happy" he stood up.
"Nope just you I have to leave" Dark turned
"Dark.." anti called
"Hm?" He looked at Anti
"Thank you so much." Anti smiled as I shakily
Stood up next to Him
"Just stop fucking up you dumbass" he scoffed and disappeared.
"Why are you thanking him" I asked holding his arm
"Just cause he gave me a favor" he kissed my head and picked me up on his back.
And gave me a piggy back ride to the couch the bedroom.
"Y/n, what do you wanna wear?" He went into the closet
"Your hoodie" I laid down with a yawn I forgot how comfy this bed was..
"Just my hoodie? Pants? Do you want some underwear or.." he stepped out to me hugging my pillow
"Awe~ are you tired?" He sat and rubbed my back
"Why did you tell me to leave.." I asked
"I..I was mad but you were drunk it's not your fault.." I hugged the pillow tighter
"What did I do when I was drunk.." I asked
"You don't wanna know.." He rubbed my back
I believed him and rested my head on him and squeezed him.
"I thought I died.." I looked up at him
"Not on my watch" he kissed my head and smiled and buried my head into his chest.
