New year. I got spend with my best friend. I have spent the night at her house for almost a week and it's been a lots of fun.
Lose weight, become for fit and active.
Stop being so jealous, it's really not a good feeling so it needs to end for the most part. To stop arguing with my family. It's negativity I don't need in my life. To be a more kind person, to not upset people with the jokes and things I say. To be more open about myself and my feelings. To make sure I don't relapse into my old bad habits. To tell people what I don't like and to tell people what they do I don't like and to tell people when I'm uncomfortable. To drink more water and eat more fruits and vegetables. Be a happier person, to not be sad and upset all the time by little things that upset. To also not get upset about little stupid things. Learn to love myself again. atm I am not happy with my mental state. I was happy in November and I thought I loved myself for a while then December came around and I hate myself again. I don't want to be where I was in 2017, I can tell I'm getting low again and I need to change
