My 2019 Poems

045

Note: To those like me who loves kpop and such.

Fangirl

World that's dull and gloomy;
        no happines nor excitement.
        Full of ups and downs,
        that doesn't make any sense to me.

        Not until I met them—
        people who made my life colorful again.
        Who winded up my gloomy world
        and brought more feelings that I didn't know.

        My up, down and straight world
        became an exciting rollercoaster ride
        that I would never get enough of.
       
        Now I have source for inspiration;
        source for my strength,
        and dreams I have never imagined I'd dream of.
     
        I learned how to save money,
        to work hard to be on top,
        to stay late for comebacks,
        to buy new memory cards;
        for songs, pictures and vids.
 
        I experienced happiness—
        cause of their memes,
        their funny moments,
        and their funny face and laughs that'll stay in my head.

        And there will have times
        that I'd get hurt and cry
        because of the issues, wounds and disbandment.

        But I'd never regret knowing and being their fan.
        I'd never regret being who I am today.
        Because of them,
        I would have never experienced this.
        And I am proud,
        that I am a fangirl— their fangirl.