When I wake up my body's tangled in white blankets and pillows. It's pretty dark in here but when I sit up I can tell it's morning from the blinds. I'm alone. Peep instead I slept in his bed so I did. We knocked as soon as our head hit the pillow. When I look around I notice the bus is really quite I find my phone and check the time 1:34pm When my phone drops I huff "The show hasn't even started yet.." I spoke to myself sorta sad I woke up alone. But it's fine everything's fine. I stand up and grab my bag opening the doors to the rest of the bus. Dez was in her bunk alone also. I went to the bathroom and changed into a plain black t-shirt and jeans. Before leaving the bathroom I post on my Snapchat
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When I walked out Dez was sitting up looking like she just woke up. Her make up still just a perfect.
"Where is everyone ?" I laughed under my breath "I thought you could tell me that" She sighed and went onto her phone while grabbing a half smoked wood.
"Come sit " she pulled her legs up and I sat next to her When she opens her phone she went to Snapchat. She had thousands of messages, It looked overwhelming. when she scrolled left she clicked on tracys story
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we watched a few of his videos and then that picture showed up. My chest tinged and she felt it too. " don't get too hurt doll. It was bound to happen " and she was right. It was. When I sit back she locks her phone leaning on her arm looking at me
"Don't be sad. Get back at him " I shrug my shoulder spreading my arms out against the couch running one hand through my hair " I don't know ,,,, I just need to record " she looks at me and smiled "Record ya heart out baby " She seemed sweet "You okay?" When I spoke She shrugged.
"This lifestyle gets old. " She's right. I can only imagine what it's like to live this everyday. "I don't like waking up alone "
I thought the same thing earlier
"Me too, You can always crawl into my bed if you get to lonely." She just laughed and stood up. Her shirt went down to her knees and I could see her socks. "I'll remember that " I just smile and let out a deep sigh. I feel really wired now. Everything is shit but it's fine. Everything is fine. When I come back to it Dez sat back next to me.
