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I feel like I'm in high school. This is the dumbst shit. Why did he put on a show. I'm sitting in front of Brynt With a desk separating us. While peep is pacing back and forth eating something. He seems anxious , I mean so am I but I'm so high. everything is rushing through my head ,my hands on on my camera while I look back and fourth from it to him. I don't know what to say.
"It's my fault she didn't want this "
Peeps voice broke the silence and when I looked up Brynt was looking at him with his hands together and elbows on the table. God this is SO fucking dumb. I should have known better I'm about to lose my job just because I wanted a good time. " this could be big "He clapped his hands together gently and looked at me.
"How many followers do you have on twitter " I didn't reply right away because I didn't understand what that had to do with anything but he looked at me like I was dumb so I did. "I don't have a Twitter , I'm only really on Instagram. " His eyebrows raised like he ws judging me. "You should get onto that " he moved back to peep who stoped moving "When was the last time you talked to Layla " I didn't look back at him but he didn't answer right away.
"I don't know, Like a few weeks ago "
He seems just as confused as I was. brnyt nodded and looked like he was thinking "This could make you big, bigger than you already are . Imagine the headlines " he put his hands up in a square and moved them as he spoke "lil peeps new mystery girl"I swallowed the lump in my throat and thought back to the interview I saw on him. "Layla will cause a uproar.You will become bigger. " peep chuckles a little when he repeats himself. when I looked back he seemed zoned out and just nodded. "I don't have a peoblem with it. " Brynt looked at me " I'll add a surprise to your next check " my mouth twitched Into a smile even though I wasn't sure if I wAs suppose to. He motioned for us to leave and I stood up almost rushing out. I keep walking not even sure where I'm going.
"Brina Slow down." I didn't listen and kept waking. This is so dumb. Over a piece of dick. I almost lost my job over a fucking dick. Gus grabbed my arm stopping me in my tracks and putting himself infront of me
"What's wrong ? He's not mad you're ok "
I just look up at him and admire him for a moment "Do you know why I need this job?" He just shook his head examining me
"I don't have a home , I got kicked out. I know you have the tour buss and all these friends but I don't. I don't have anyone I took my shit and ran from Alex this paycheck is my safety " he just watched me while I talked.
"Well you're safe you're fine he said it's fine "
I just nodd and walk past him and he fallowed
"Why Are you upset what's going on?"
He seems frustrated and I huff "Why does he treat you like that "It was like I said something hurtful. His face twisted and almost looked down on me
"What are you talking about ?"
When I make it to outside everyone's just scattered around talking to their own groups
"He didn't care as long as it gave you clout. He even said something about Layla " he just looked and me and shook his head
"You're trippin. "
he looked at me with almost disgust and walked away from me. I just stood there. Ugh. That was werid. I'm here to take photos not give peep clout. I just stand there in this weird void. I'm not tired. I'm not sad I'm not mad. I'm just here. When I looked around I see Dez and she seemed uneasy around tracy. When I walk up to her, her face lights up and she walked closer to me "Hey where you been?" I just shrugg " talking to peep " she nodded and looked back at tracy before talking to me "Wanna go smoke ?" I nod and smile while she wraps a arm around mine and walked with me
"Have you been to 23rd street ?" She patted her pockets and pulled out a pre rolled blunt I shake my head and keep walking with her "I'll show you ,I have friends there. " I just laugh and fallow her "Sounds sketchy, who's your friends ?"
