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When I wake up Dez is wrapped around me. She's really comfortable honestly, I don't move right away letting my eyes adjust to the light. The room was quite except for her breathing. I hear moment and when I move my head it was x. He didn't have a shirt on and he seemed to be on his computer, When I oook back at Dez she shuffled in my arm curve and pulled her leg of from over top of me. I took the chance to sit up and she rolled over when I did. My mouth is so dry. My throat hurts from it. The back of my eyes hurts they are so heavy it hurts. Oh fuck I slept here. When I look down at myself I still have all my clothes on. Nothing seemed to feel odd or uncomfortable.
"Well goodmorning " his voice broke the silence and when he pulled his head phones off his head you could hear his music blareing from them. I just smirk and rub my eyes for a second before responding "Goodmorning " when I feel the bed I find my phone and when I click it there's twenty missed called from gus. I just let it plop in my lap and I look back at Dez she rolled back over and groaned letting her eyes open "Oh my fucking god my head is pounding. " she sounded groggy and she moved her body around mine groanin the entire time When I think back to last night I don't remember much but singing and talking to jashah the whole time. He's very inspirational, I didn't do anything with him I don't think but I'm not sure. Everything feels fine.
"You feel ok brina ?"
Well at some point we got close enough for nick names
I nod and chuckled "Of course , I feel odd but I'm fine " my phone started to ring and he looked at it "It's been going off all morning." I just sigh and pick it up answering it
"Sabrina oh my-where are you ? I've been calling all morning "
I just look up at the ceiling and sigh "I'll be over in a minute " He didn't answer but when he didn't he didn't sound right
""Y-you where suppose to be in a meeting ... with me...today-you're late!" At the end he seemed to get his confidence back and hung up What. A meeting ? I'm a photographer why do I need to be in a meeting with a "punk star "
I just let my phone drop and huff "We have to go ,well I have to go ...apparently I'm late to a meeting ?" Dez just looked at me odd and x spin his chair towards me. "Well it was nice meeting you , you have my number and socials so don't be a stranger " he laughed a little and I just smile and stand up "I appreciate you, thank you " with that he stood up and walked to the door with me and Dez. He talked to her while I walked behind. I ordered an Uber that was literally down the street. We didn't wait long and when it came he hugged me and that was that . He didn't try anything. It was very simple vist. I don't remember a lot but I feel ok and Dez told me we stayed up all night talking and smoking. "I don't even know what this fucking meeting is about " Dez voice broke the silence in the car and then it came to a stop. "Yeah as if you would know anyways " She laughed at my smart remark and When we got out it was a small building. Again as always I could hear the music from outside. When we walked in my head is starting to hurt just alittle. When I walk in it was a pod cast like set up. Dez walked off and I just stood their looking stupid when I looked down at my camera I started to fuck with the settings. I could hear peeps voice but he seemed agravared
"Just... I don't know tell her something, tracy please " when I lift my head I walk up to where all the commotion seems to be coming from. He's in the middle of it. Of course. When he sees me he smiled but looked back at a phone while someone took a picute of him with a fan
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He has a shit eating grin on his face And a gun? But we won't talk bout that. When he was finished he handed the gun to someone else and walked over to me.
"You came"
I just stare at him before talking. This was a trick. He literally tricked me into coming. am I that stupid. "Doesn't look like I needed to " I made sure to be cold towards him. His smile dropped and he wiped his nose.
"Why are mad this time "
He shuffled a little so I looked up at him. This time? God he's such an cocky asshole when he's jealous
"Why am I here gustav.." I let the camera fall around my neck and shove my hands into my hoodie pockets.
"Where were you last night ?" I look up at him raising an eyebrow. Is he jokeing.
"Definitely not fucking someone in the back of the tour bus , oh wait I might have been giving your clout to someone else if that what you're scared of ?" It all came out so fast. Before I knew it my face started heating up and my eyes burned so bad and I can't see. I can't fucking see . I look down really frustrated .
"I'm sorry "
his voice was louder than the music. And he sounded sad
"I-..you're right I just ...i don't know....I'm sorry "
when I looked up at him I couldn't help but let myself fall apart. Why does he seem so sad all of a sudden. "I-I wasn't fucking anyone " I sniffled trying to wipe my eyes without letting it being obvious Taking a deep breath I look up at him dead in his eyes
