I feel like I'm crying but I'm not Everything feels like My eyes are sleepy but so hype at the same time . When he touched me it felt like Heaven
"I want you to be mine "
His words caught me off gaurd and he just stared at me Is he waiting for a response? Fuck.
"Wanna take a line ?" He also seemed confused but nodded when a lump formed in my throat thicker than I could handle and my eyes started to water.
Why Does he do this. My body started to get stiff and my air started to get harder . My throat. Fuck. I sit back down onto the bench next to the table and before I knew it I was in a full blown panic attack. I can hear his lighter flick and Felt his weight next to me.
"Babe ?"
I rubbed the back of my neck"I-I'm sorry " He hushed me and leaned back pulling me with him I layed in the cruve Of his waist while he pulled my knees over his.
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"You're good baby I promise " he huffed his cig and blew the smoke away from me. We laid like that for a minute He smelt nice oddly enough After a few moments and while I calmed down he played with my hair twirling it around his fingers
"What's on your mind "
I just lay with him for a while before replying but he didn't mind I don't think. "Are you fucking other people ?" He puffed his cig and exhaled while rubbed my curves
"not since like .... last week" I just shuffled alittle and zoned out. Is he lying What am I doing. I'm not his girlfriend
"Is it Layla ?"
His voice brought me back and I just looked up at him admiring his tattoos. He was looking at the ceiling before he lifted his head to put out his cig.
"No Im just...I just am anxious " He turned his head to me and let a toothy grin
"I'm yours ghost girl. I just need you to be mine"
I just lay on his chest looking away
" but I get it. take your time , I'm not going anywhere "
he shuffled getting comfortable and I pulled myself up sitting on his lap
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"Why are you so nice to me " He picked up his head but only his head and looked at me
"You make me nervous but I'm a good way"
I wipe some ash off his chest and think
"You read me better than anyone. You speak my language " he ran his cold fingers behind my neck and ran his fingers up my hair.
"And you're to die for "
his other hand snakes around my waist pulling me closer while his lips went to my neck
"You're the most powerful drug I can't OD on " he kissed up my neck slowly geting more rough
I let out a small whimper and try to single out his grip but it tightens and he bites me making me let out more of a moan
"Peep , stop " I said it playfully and he noticed also.
"You taste good "
he ran his hand up my back and to my hair and took a fist full pulling it back
"I'll make you mine "
he looked at me dead in my eye while mines water and my lips creep into a smile
He picked me up holding me with my thighs and flipped me on the bed letting my legs dangle off one on both sides of his hips He push his weight on my back and held my thass tightly
"You're a tease "
he leaned up and pulled on my pants gently waiting on a response I lifted my hips In a way telling him it's ok and he pulled them down rather forcefully. He lowered himself back against my back and kissed the back of my neck
"You're soft "
I could feel him struggling and the coldness of his chain dancing from his neck gave me cold chills Before I knew it I had two heart beats. His hands were all over my body and after a moment he slide himself into me.
"Holy fuck " After a moment one hand was on my hip and the other was on my the arch of my back his pumps got harder and harder and after a while I couldn't help but let out my moans I'm drooling and his grip is getting tighter
"You're so hot "
His breath was hot on my neck and it sent chills down my body
The Big Bang on the door threw me off so hard I let out a yelp
"Guss ? Baby" He almost jumped out of his skin and so did I. When I kicked him off he pulled up his pants quick and I pulled my knees up along with my pants. It was written all over his face.
