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My phone is buzzing so much My hands are busy I'm busy.
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He's so angelic my eyes are just as focused as my camera is I move around him in a half circle as he talked to the crowd All the hands are reaching for him it's crazy.
Fuck im high
When the lights die down I let my head fall and my hand slap to my forhead
I can still hear my phone vibrating. Taking a deep breath felt hard. "Fuck " I felt someone walk up on me and they laughed
"Take a break " when I lift my head it's gus starring at me with his hair stuck to his forehead. I shake my head and he just smiled and walked back to the front of the stage.
The show lasted for hours.
Longer than it ever had I think. When I walk of the stage I can tell how tired peep is because he went straight to the buss. He got attacked by fans but I think he was so high he didn't care. I fallowed but not close enough for him to notice. I Had my hands full with all our stuff scared we might leave in the middle of the night and our stuff get left behind. When I finally reach the buss I drop everything at the foot of his bed and he came out the bathroom He smiled and let out a obnoxious groan
"You tired ?"
I looked at him suprised he was done
"Yes are you " He didn't say anything instead he took off his shirt "Getting mixed messages" when I walk to him I run my finger down his chest over his tattoos
"I'm sleepy baby "
When I looked up through my lashes I nodded understanding he crawled into the bed and let one arm hang of the side while watching me close the door after I did I pulled my hair into a ponytail and took my pants off aswell, when I turned around his eyes were still watching me
"Go to sleep " when I spoke his eyes darted up to mine and his cheek squished into the bed
"No"
when I'm finally in just a t-shirt and bra I walk other to him and run my fingers though his hair still standing up while his hand went up an down my legs
After a moment I crawled into bed while he turned curling into the arch of my back.
and before I knew it I was out.
When I woke up I was just as high as I was the night before. All I could do was stare at the ceiling hoping something would make some sort of noise. My jaw feels tingly and my chest feels so heavy.
When I finally pick up my upper body my head feels like it's bobbling around. I feel gus move next to me and groan. When I pushed my hair away I can hear my phone vibrating under neath him. Fuck. This feels horrid. I feel thirsty so fucking thirsty. When I huff and wiggle my fingers under neath his body the call ends but stated back up just as fast as it ended.
I pulled it back out and it was a unknown caller
"Hello?"
"Sabrina? Brina please don't hang up. Brina please I need your help I can't do this please " The hair on the back of my neck shot up and before I knew it I was out of the bed struggling to put my pants on "Where are you calm down please "
"I can't do this please hurry please I can't I'm running out of time " His voice was so fast I could barely make out what he was saying when I lifted my head and looked up. the light from the window completely over took my vision and my legs gave in I could still hear Alex screaming at me for help but my head hurts and I can't feel my legs. When I fall I catch myself and I hear gustavs feet hit the ground and my own body gasp for air while he grabbed me pulling me into his lap while he sat on the ground
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"Hey doll face" The tears coming from my face quickly went away after I realized I wasn't dreaming and things just happened too fast.
I'm too high My phone was ringing again and I was sitting between gustavs legs. His head was laid back and I took a deep breath and looked back at him "I'm sorry I think I was tweakin " His head lifted and he laughed
"I was watching you "
"What?" My body turned towards him and he looked around the buss
"You were tweakin but it was cute "
while he said it he ran his fingers through my hair.
"Cute that you thought I'd let you go to him "
A ping in my chest hurt and I started to get nervous
"Do you wannna be here ? Matter of fact why did I stop you?" He stood up from me and I started shaking my head "N-no I swear i-..I don't want to gus please" he stood practically hovering over me waiting for something else.
"It was a force of habit back in the day. I promise I don't want him" This whole entire time my phone was ringing
He kicked my phone to me not harsh but enough to get to me.
"Block him ." His voice was more sober than I've ever heard him He seemed so upset and alll I could do is listen to him. He's right this looks so bad. I don't know why I did it I just panicked When I picked up my phone I. Unlocked it just to have the same unknown number pop back up. When I decline I go and block the number along with the rest of the stuff he had me on. When I laid my phone down I felt a lot better and he was sitting on the bed
"Come baby " his voice was soft and he sounded sleepy
When I stood up and walked over I wiped my eyes dry and stepped between his legs pushing some of his hair out of his face
"I don't want him. " When I spoke I ran my fingers down the sides of his face.
