My Hero Academia x Readers

Mourn: Deku x Reader x Bakugou

This is an adult AU.

Life has its highs and lows like a rollercoaster at a theme park. Some can foretell when the next drop approaches, while others are taken completely by surprise. One thing for sure is that nobody can tell how long the drop will last and your family are completely blind as of now. Everything gradually became worse and worse with no signs of looking up. That’s your problem, life has come to a standstill. An hour feels like an entire day while a day felt like a year. You can’t remember the last time you’ve smiled either, nobody can...

You’ve found no motivation behind putting life back on track. Your husband, the Number Two Hero, Katsuki Bakugou, won’t give up on you but his patience is awfully low as of now. He found you where you’re almost always found, standing before a window wearing that mournful frown that’s became regular as of late. Katsuki’s tired of everything too, but he hasn’t been taking everything as far as you have. In an attempt to make things better, your husband had snaked his arms around your waist. When you didn’t dare to react, he began grow needy for attention. Nudging you, clearing his throat, then resting his head upon your yours. “You should really come back…” He began to sigh. Why won’t you ever acknowledge him anymore? “I miss working with you out on the field.”

“You know I can’t...” You peeled his arms from your waist. “I really don’t get it. Are you not aware of how much I just went through?” The last year of hell, how can anyone ignore that? Your eyes began to show your true emotions as tears freely fled from them to collect onto the floor. “I don’t think I can ever go back to hero work… Especially not now…”

“Look at you,” Katsuki crossed his arms. His patience has finally ran out. “You think you’re suffering? I’m going through the same shit as you! It’s not all about you.”

“I’m aware,” you sighed once again and began to pull on your coat that once was on the coat tree. “I know you’re upset, I know you’ve been working overtime to distract yourself, but face it… We’re not the same. Everyone copes differently. I know you mean well but, could you please give me some space? I’ve been seeing a counsellor just like the doctor told me.”

“Fine, I’ll knock it off with the questions,” Katsuki understood your position in everything. To mourn and cope, most everyone does it differently. Some choose help, some choose to be alone, others choose to distract. You both chose the distraction route. Before you could leave, Katsuki blocked the door preventing your leave.

“What’s wrong now?” You began to complain.

 “Will you still consider my idea?” One last question to ensure everything is set in stone.

“I’m all for it,” you nod. “Just not now… Later… When I’m ready to move on.”

“Fair enough,” Bakugou turned on his heel and opened up the front door for you. “The agency forced me to take a day off… I’ll be here all day. Come home as soon as you’re done with whatever.”

“Good thing they did,” When was the last time Katsuki took time off? All he ever does it take overtime as of lately. So, as you were about to step out, you kissed your husband lightly on the lips. “Take this time to finally accept reality instead of ignoring it.”

Katsuki cherished what little affection you finally gave him. “Leave before I go with you,” he smirked.

“Love you,” you shyly waved and began your stroll to the nearby park. For the last few weeks, you’ve found yourself going there to watch the children frolic about the grass and trees to have the time of their lives. Children can be their carefree selves, play pretend, act like animals too if that’s what they really want. Everyone has that one thing that beings them ease, in your case it’s children. Babies always melted your heart especially now with everyone from highschool getting down to business and having children of their own. You’d never say no to babysitting, in fact, you’re their go to sitter. In all honesty though, being here is probably one of the worst decisions you could be making given your mental state. If anything, it makes you feel worse than ever before…