Jonah Marais sickfics

End???

So.... I really didn't know what else to title this it's just... I need to rant to someone and if that means like the five people who read this book I guess that's what I'll do.

I don't know how I feel, and I know that sounds crazy. I'm just so... so empty.

And I know that sounds so stupid but I can't explain to anyone how I feel because I just feel numb, but my chest hurts and is tight with emotions I can't understand.

I just want to be okay again.

I don't even need to be happy, I don't care anymore. I just want to be okay.

Sorry for this weird rant.

And yes I'm updating this already but I guess I forgot to add I just feel... worthless??? If that makes sense. Like I know my mom loves me and stuff but, I'm not going anywhere in life.

So what's the point in trying anymore?