Innocent Hybrid [Mpreg]-(Completed)

Chapter 12

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Xiao zhans POV

"We need to talk"

I nodded.

"What happened in the car was a mistake"

'A mistake.'

"It was my fault"

'He doesn't like me.'

"I should have known better"

'He going to throw me out.'

"I didn't want to hurt you"

'You're hurting me right now'

"I don't want to do these things if I'm not in a relationship."

"Are we not?!'

I stared blankly at him.

"Xiao zhan? Are you ok"

'He's asking if I'm okay'

"I'm fine"

"I'm sorry" Yibo said.

The last line broke me.

'He will leave'

Tears started forming.

'Just like everyone else.'

Yibo left the room.

'No! Why!'

I broke down.

I collapsed against my bed.

Clutching at the white sheets.

I cried and cried.

I didn't eat dinner that night.

Not wanting to see anyone.

My tail was shaking.

My ears were flopping down.

I didn't know what to do.

My world was destroyed.

The only one I started having feelings for left me.

'What will I do now'

As long as he doesn't throw me out.

I will be fine with watching him from a distance.

'Yes, I will distance my self.'

Yibos clothes were my only comfort.

I kept hugging myself.

Praying that this was a dream. I opened my eyes, nothing has changed.

'What will happen to the relationship we never had.'

'What will happen to me'

I cried myself to sleep.

The next morning I woke up and did my morning routine.

I left for breakfast.

Only saying a simple 'good mourning'

The whole time no one talked.

I went back to my room after eating.

Staring at the wall.

Lunch was the same.

But dinner was different.

"Xiao zhan are you okay."

Someone asked me this.

But it was not Yibo, it was the maid.

"I'm fine"

I went back to my room.

Again staring into the wall silently.

My eyes were monotone.

This continued on for a week.

Day after day.

I lived a world full of black, white and grey.

Sometimes when Yibo was in the garden I would stare at him through my window.

Yibo looked as if nothing happened.

That made me sad.

But sometimes angry.

On some days I would feel lonely,

Other days scared

And sometimes even emotionless.'

Never a drop of happiness.

A day passed.

That day I didn't eat.

Or the day before that.

I started to think about my body.

Is it because I was too fat.

I stopped eating.

By night my head started feeling dizzy.

The world around me started spinning.

'Thump!'

The world around me was, 

Black.

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