Faded Wings [Birdtale Sans x Reader]

A/N- Q&A

First of all, thank you all for wishing me a happy birthday! I would like to thank the many of you that practicapted this time. To be honest, I wasn't expecting a lot of questions or any questions at all due to my previous attempts. Nor was I expecting the majority of the questions to be based on me! It's quite interesting in my opinion to see that you guys are more curious about me. But, then again my bio doesn't really say anything about me in the first place. Well, other than the fact that I'm always tired. Nevertheless like the Q&A begin!

From: @Mikachan3855

One happy birthday ❤ and for a few questions what's your favorite book series? Favorite color? Do u like sob or romance storys or do you prefer both? How do you relate/connect with this book?I love this book so much and thank you for being one of the kindest people I've ever met.

Starting off, thank you for your sweet words! I am very happy that this book was able to make you happy and was worthy of your affection. Also, I don't believe that I'm the kindest person in the world. I simply state facts and try to make people smile/laugh. I believe that everyone should be happy and should be able to be themselves, no matter what. It shouldn't matter if you look, live, or act differently! We are all human beings, who have emotions, thoughts, hopes, and dreams just like everyone else. I have been brought down in my past quite often due to this so, I try to help others the best I can. However, my friends and family would describe me as a bit of an asshole. But, that is mainly due to the fact that I'm a smartass. 

My favorite book series would have to either be Divergent by: Veronica Roth or Matched by: Ally Condie. However, my favorite book of all time is The Book Thief by: Markus Zusak! The detailing is extremely well done and the characters hold a strong place in your heart. This was the very first book that I have ever read that made me cry! It is an amazing story that I suggest that everyone should read.

I love all of the shades of blue yet, my favorite color is royal blue. For clothing-wise, my favorite color is black because its easy to match and the darkness is my ally.

I like to read romances more often because I'm a romantic at heart, who sadly is really bad at it in real life. But, I like sob stories too. I enjoy reading all types of books as long as they aren't completely nonfiction. Maybe a few but, nothing is as good as a fiction book in my opinion.

Now for my relations to the story, I actually have quite a lot. For the character Skyla, she is actually named after my younger sister. However, her personality and clothing are based on my even younger half-sister, Iyanna. Strange right? For the mom character, she is kind of based on my own mother. Although, my mom isn't dead or was a teacher. She is extremely kind and loving, I have memories of us singing 'When I was your man' together and bedtime stories. She helps and supports me with my writing/creativity in every way. When she learned that I wrote fanfiction, she would continuously ask to read it--she just asked me a couple of days ago. For the dad/shadow character, he is kind of based on my father. MY FATHER DOES NOT BEAT OR HURT ME! I just want to say that now! The reason that I'm saying that he is like my father is because he is kind of two-faced. During some moments, he is a kind and goofy father. That loves and cares for his family, playing around and joking. While other times he acts like he act hear us or he can't do anything. He constantly leaves--stopped going as often due to COVID--and dips off with his brother. Spending money on himself when he knows that he has bills to pay and other shit to buy. Not to mention, whenever my mom or I ask him to do anything he suddenly gets a headache or something. In order to avoid doing the chore or small task because he is and I quote 'in too much pain and needs to relax.' I call fucking bullshit but, it's whatever. 

For the character [Y/N], I'm kind of like her. We have a similar fashion sense. Look ass jackets and looking tough as fuck. Although, I wear a lot for sweatshirts/hoodies though because they are really comfy and actually have pockets! Me and [Y/N] also have sleeping problems. I may not wake up from frequent nightmares or anything but, I struggle with sleep often. I have trouble falling asleep at times and I wake up around 8 times in the middle of the night, each almost a 30 minute or more interval. Plus, I use to wake up at 6 o'clock but, now it is at 8 o'clock. The weirdest thing about it is that nobody knows why this is happening to me. I took a blood test because my mom thought I had iron deficiency or something but, it came out perfectly fine. I also took a sleep study--they put some weird gel in my hair and put wires on my head--and it came out inclusive in the end. So, we don't know why I'm fucked up. But, anyway, me and [Y/N] both hide our emotions. In my personal opinion, I believe that my feelings and thoughts shouldn't be the reason that it is dragging someone down. It's not like I'm important or anything and I know that. So, I keep it to myself, however, other people learn about it through my writing at times. It sometimes slips out but, when I'm in real-life I just act like a happy, go-lucky girl. The last thing that we have in common--that I can remember-- is that we love music and art. I listen to music on a daily bases, it's almost like a life-line for me. And I want to learn how to draw better! I was thinking about making an animatic for this story due to a song I know! I wonder if any of you can guess it.