ENVY | SDS Present ✔ (TO BE EDITED)

Chapter 37

"Akala mo ba mawawala ako?" Nigel said with a playful smirk in his lips.

"No! Lumayo ka sa akin!" I shouted as he lean in my neck.

He didn't listened to me instead he forcefully entered his manhood inside me which gave me a great feeling of pain. He slowly wrapped his hand on my neck and little by little as he harshly pound on me, his grip tightens. I coughed amd clawed his hand wishing it can remove his hold from me but it did not.

His menacing laugh became louder as he gives me a playful stare. I coughed and coughed until I felt nothing. The last thing I saw is his triumph smirk because he, once again, succeeded in his plan of breaking me.

Mabilis kong binuksan ang mga mata ko dahil sa masamang panaginip. The first thing I saw is the dark ceiling then I panickly stood when I felt a presence beside me. Dali-dali akong pumunta sa banyo at kasabay nang pagbukas ko ng ilaw ay ang pagtulo ng mga luha ko.

Hinawakan ko ang leeg ko at parang naramdaman ko na naman ang kawalan ng hangin hindi dahil sa pagkakasakal sa akin kundi dahil sa takot. Bumabalik na naman ang multo ng kahapon ko.

That nightmare refreshed the memories of that day na para bang nangyayari na naman sa akin iyon ngayon. The pain. The disappointment. The disgust. Everything is coming back as if how the waves kisses the shore.

Dahil sa panlalagkit at pandidiring nararamdaman ko sa katawan ko ay mabilis kong binuksan ang shower at tumutok dito. The coldness of the water did not removed my disgust to myself so I cried more.

Then I saw the body scrubber so I immediately grabbed it and forcefully scrubbed my neck to remove the feeling of his rough kisses. I did not stopped until I felt the sting in my skin then I unbottoned my sleepwear so I can scrub my body.

Humikbi ako nang marahas kong kuskusin ang dibdib ko. Parahas nang parahas ang pagkuskos ko para lang maalis yung pakiramdam ng bibig nya sa dibdib ko. Tapos ay bigla na lang akong napa-upo dahil sa panlalambot but I did not stopped scrubbing. I need to erase the feeling of him in my body.

"Finn? Finn!"

Hindi ko pinansin ang tumawag sa akin bagkus ay nagpatuloy lang ako sa marahas na pagkuskos ko sa tyan ko. My vision became blurry because of my tears and I don't care because all I want now is to remove this disgust I feel in my body.

The shower was turned off and the body scrubber was taken from my hand. I looked at the figure in front of me and I squealed when I saw it was Nigel. I crossed my hands on my bare chest and scooted backwards until I felt the cold tiled-wall on my back.

"Please. Lubayan mo na ako, Nigel." I cried but he came near me so I sobbed more.

"Please! Just kill me instead." I pleaded which made him stop.

The only thing I can hear right now are my sobs and the wild beating of my heart because of fear. Siniksik ko pa lalo ang sarili ko sa pader nang itaas nya ang kamay nya.

"It's me. Si Caius." He said in a soft tone as he come closer to me.

I fliched when I felt his rough hand in my cheek. I shook my head continuously until he removed his touch on me.

"No. No." I cried.

Natigilan ako nang may labing dumapo sa aking mga labi. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at kusang tumigil ang mga luha ko dahil sa halik. Nigel didn't kissed me on the lips. Nigel didn't kissed me this gently and passionately. No one can give me this good feeling except Caius.

Then my eyes landed on the person who's kissing me. When I saw Caius' face, the clouds in my head suddenly disappeared and my heart is still wildly beating but because of the butterflies in my stomach.