VENGEFUL SOULS

Epilogue

(The Day when Ivory was shot)

—Clint's POV

"We did our best but she didn't survived. I'm sorr--"

I punched his face because of what I heard from him.

Not at all.

I won't accept that stupid statement.

She's alive.

I know she is.

She's the strongest woman I knew.

She's different. I know she will survive this just like how she survived everything.

"FUCK YOU! DOCTOR KA DIBA!? MAGBABAYAD AKO KAHIT MAGKANO. JUST FUCKING DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN" I was going to punch him again but good thing that they stopped me from doing it.

"I'm sorry sir. Pero hindi kinaya ng pasyente at ng baby"

"B-baby!? W-what do you mean?" Tanong ni kelly sa kanya.

My voice cracked as my knees started to feel numb. "Tell me"

"I want to be honest with you. Nagdadalang tao po ang asawa niyo. We feel sorry for your lost, we did our best as a doctor, but there are things that we can't sure of. The operation was successful, but due to the blood loss, she wasn't able to make it in the end"  what I heard from him was destroyed my life.

I lost her. I lost our baby. I'm such a coward.

I wasn't be able to protect them.

I'm such a useless dumbass!

I immediately ran into her room and from there, I saw her peacefully lying on her bed.

I felt my knees trembling as I started to walk towards her.

My eyes began blurry but I couldn't even take my eyes off with her. Natatakot ako na baka sa pagpikit ko ay mawala siya sa paningin ko. 

Naalala ko yung mga araw na sinasaktan ko siya. Naalala ko yung mga araw kung paano niya ipakitang mahal na mahal niya ako. But I was too blind to see it, I treated her like nobody, she offered me love but only received pain from me.

She doesn't deserve it.

She doesn't deserve someone like me. 

Yeah, I became an evil and I regretted that she suffered because of me.

I hold her hand and let my fucking tears fall down on my face.

I love her. I really do. Babawi pa ako sa kanya. Marami pa akong dapat gawin na hindi ko nagawa noon.

She can't leave me, she will still marry me again.

"H-hon g-gumising ka" i said between my sobs.

"Y-you wont leave me right? M-magpapakasal pa tayo diba? I-Ivory c'mon don't do this to me. I'm fucking s-scared. I'll be better baby. J-just come back"

I hold her hands tightly, wala akong balak na bitawan siya.

"Sir kailangan napo siyang dalhin sa morgue"

"No...no" I started to lose my voice. I could neither even speak nor scold the person behind me.

"Hon wake up! P-please let's go home. C'mon Ivory! Wake up" I called her out hoping that she could hear me.

"Sir pasens--"

"FUCK! STAY AWAY FROM ME! J-just leave us alone p-please" seemed I scared him that made him run outside.