One shots of Jin

I'm not him ( yoonjintae) 7

After 2 months::

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Jin sighed again as he failed again in leveling up his game ...

" Why are you showing your frustration on your remote controller now ?" Yoongi asked while cleaning his table....it's Sunday morning 9 clk , 

" I am not frustrated okay...." Jin said grumpily,made yoongi to shook his head

" It's been 2 months already....are you going to  stay as coward still ?? I feel bad for that guy" yoongi started folding his laundry clothes 

" I am not coward .....it's just....just I need some time , " ..

" You should ask sorry's and explain it to him in cool way.. .that's all,,, but your stupid ass is sulking on my bed since 2 months ,how much time still you need ??" 

Ye it's true....yoongi and Jin are still roommates, Jin thought it's only way he can keep sanity, and yoongi didn't even bothered to kick him out ....so

" Ya!! He is so ....so sensitive?? No.....hmm like ...he is delicate....he gets hurt easily....I know I hurt him....I feel like a villain comes in the movie ...a bad one .....I don't know, I am just not ready to take his rejection...what if he tells me to go away??" 

" Then drag your ass to car and drive back to Seoul " .yoongi said as if it's nothing....but no...seokjin wants to scream....it's not at all easy...

Jin doesn't want to see that hurtful eyes , see how much he broke  Taehyung, god is it had to happen right after he confessed his feelings....

The feelings.....Jin doesn't want to talk about them.... because he know, now Taehyung hates him with his all being ....he is not ready to receive that hate....somehow it hurts ,the thought of being that someone Taehyung hates is squeezes his chest 

" Yoongi ah....can I ask you something?? " 

" If I say no....will you keep quite ?" 

" After our breakup ....did you fell for someone ??" Jin asked question carefully....not to hurt yoongi's feelings

" No.....what about you??" 

If yoongi says no....Jin will say no too, he doesn't want yoongi to feel he is left behind..  

" No....no " 

" Stop lying  to your self jin ah..." Yoongi put all his neatly folded clothes into his cupboard

" No...I am not lying,,,If you want us to get back what we had ,I am okay with that" 

" God....Jin ,I am sorry....but don't think about me like this,,, I am not that weak,, yes it's true I got scared of someone coming between us....but not anymore... because I get it our friendship is superior....and no body can take my place in your life....and it's stupid to compare myself with anyone comes to your life " 

Yoongi took seat in front of Jin

" What do you mean??" 

" Ahh ....Sunday morning you are making me work my brain, and I hate you for this... But tell me do you have romantic feelings for me??" 

Jin hesitated ...he thought keeping silent is the best choice

" Okay...  Don't think about me,think about yourself and your feelings ....do you really have romantic feelings for me?? , do you think I am the one for you ??....and remember your no or  yes doesn't change our friendship "