I am him ✔

Chapter 46- Killing Aura

Listen to the music above it describes Kong's and Arthit's feelings at some point   ;)

Text messages are written in bold letters 📱

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With the hangover and the mess in the morning, Kongpob's body was really uncomfortable, and he slept all day in a daze, but even his biological clock seemed to recognize that person. Once the training time came, he would become more and more awake, he can't sleep even if he want to sleep.

As for him now, every second of his soberness seemed to be painful.

He's afraid Arthit had noticed his absence, hadn't he? He might even be relieved that he doesn't have to see him.

And that Knot was probably standing right next to him right now.　　

Kong's whole body shrank into a ball at the thought.

He got off the bed, searched for the cigarettes, and remembered that he had smoked all of them yesterday, but only M had cleaned up the ashes for him before he left, which made him forget about it.　　

These days, he has probably smoked more cigarettes than ever combined.

Without the comfort of nicotine, he can only sit in front of the window, staring across the empty balcony and the window.　　

It seems that these lifeless presence, has become his only antidote at the moment.

Waking up is always difficult, and Kongpob felt as if a lifetime had passed before he suddenly heard his phone ding-dong.　　

He intuitively assumes the message is about today's training session.

Prae: "Kong, is your cold better?"

Unfortunately, the content was disappointing, and the message Pair had sent to the group had nothing to do with training.　　

But then another one popped up on the group page.

Oak: "You weren't here today, M got punished so badly all by himself, you kind of got away with it."

May: "🥶🙄🥶, by the way, do you think it's possible that P' Arthit is homophobic? Why have he been holding on to M and Kong since the beginning of the school year?"

Oak:   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  You don't understand that, do you? Have you ever heard of the saying, "Homophobia is deep in the closet"? I do think he's quite ambiguous with that Senior Knot, and today, I saw him leaving on the senior's motorcycle again when I came back from training."

Kongpob abruptly gripped his phone.

He wasn't even in the mood to read what the group said next, so he just threw the phone aside, and then stood up from the window's side, plunged into the bathroom,turned on the shower head and doused himself with a cold shower.

To Kongpob, Arthit, who loathed him, was like a sun that shone brightly, and the more he tried to get closer, the more he would be burned by his repellent temperature.

But if you really want to leave completely, you will lose even the brilliance of your life.