I am him ✔

Chapter 58- Never Again

confrontation Part-2 :)

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M's words are sonorous.

At the end, even the sarcastic smile on his face disappeared, leaving him with a frankness that seemed compellingly convincing.

Kongpob's heart tightened again because of his words.

However, looking at M's straightforward expression, he couldn't help but speak again, "Is this really the whole truth? I don't believe it."　　

M's face was finally more of a mess.

He turned his face away hastily, refusing to look at him again, "That's all I want to say, and for the rest, if you really love him that much, remember it for yourself, I'm just an ugly sidekick who'll do anything to get what he wants, and I never wanted to help you revive any old memories."

After M said that, he stood up again, walked to the edge of the pool, and leaned over to jump in.

It was as if only the constant physical exertion in the pool could make him forget the pain a little now.

"M!" Kongpob took two steps forward and grabbed him.　　

M had to stop, but still stubbornly didn't look at him.

In the past, he was always meek and sweet in front of Kongpob, but right now, looking at his indifferent side face, Kongpob realized that he really didn't know anything about the person in front of him.　　

Kongpob's heart was filled with a lot of emotions, anger, disappointment, doubt, confusion... All these emotions were pulling at his chest, making him even more confused.

He originally thought that when he saw M, he would definitely fight with him first.　　

But when he really saw him, he realized that violence couldn't solve any problems at all.

He let go of M's arm, and M didn't dive any further into the water, but silently looked at the secluded water surface.

Kongpob sighed and spoke again, "I don't remember much about Arthit, most of it is just a vague image of him, I can't even see his figure. But...I've never forgotten the feeling I had for the person I remember. It was one of those, very peculiar feelings, where it was obvious that I didn't even remember his face, but as soon as I remembered that vague image, I felt like I wanted to get my memories with him back no matter how much I spent. For over a year, I've been thinking that the person in my memory was you. That's why I've been trying so hard to fall in love with you again, and I've had a really miserable time those days, and I don't know what went wrong, why the feelings that are so strong in my memories are completely unable to be projected onto you again?"

Hearing that his so long-awaited hope was nothing but torture in the other person's eyes, M's deliberately feigned indifference finally crumbled somewhat, and his body couldn't help but tremble slightly.

"What is it like to lose your memory, probably no matter how much I say, you can't understand, knowing that you have a lover, but no matter how hard you try, there's only a blank in your brain. It would be fine if it was all forgotten, but the feeling of the brain forgetting and the heart remembering..." the end of Kongpob's gaze also landed on the pool of water, "Do you remember the feeling of drowning when we were just learning to swim? The suffocating feeling like drowning surrounds me all the time, and Arthit is like the man I see standing on the shore through the water, who I can't see, but I know he's the only one who can get me out from under the water."