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"So you're gonna do it? For real?" Jaemin spoke, eyeing the smaller Chinese who walked besides him. Renjun nodded, looking at the boy who sat across the lunchroom from them.

"Y-Yeah."

Jaemin raised an eyebrow. "You don't seem so sure."

Renjun shook his head. "I'm gonna do it! Right now!" he responded marching up to the jet black haired boy.

Jeno took a breath of his cigar, making hoops in the air, listening to his friends converse.

"Hey Jeno, there's a party at Jisung's tonight, fake IDs are reccomend, you coming?" Hyunjin spoke, nudging the older.

Jeno thought for a moment. "Mm, not sure, I'd have to ask-"

"Jeno ah,"

Jeno looked up, smiling upon seeing the Chinese boy standing in front of him. "Hi Baby," he spoke, bringing out his arms to embrace the smaller. Renjun tensed up slightly, avoiding the hug.

"Ah, umm, Jeno ah, can we talk? A-Alone?"

Jeno followed the smaller into the bathroom, walking into the biggest stall before locking the door closed. Renjun fumbled with his sweater  paws before looking up to the taller.

"Jeno ah, let's break up."

The younger's eyes widened as he approached the smaller.

"Baby, what?" he asked, trying to bring Renjun into his arms, only to be rejected.

"Renjun, why? What happened?" Jeno asked again, hurt can be seen in his eyes. Renjun bit his lip, looking down.

"I don't think I should date you, anymore." he responded.

Jeno shook his head, approaching the smaller until his back hit the wall.

"Baby,"

"Don't call me that."

Jeno sighed, taking Renjun's small hand in his. "Renjun why do you want to break up? Why all of a sudden? Weren't we fine? Please don't break up with me."

The Chinese couldn't be his eyes. Instead he brought his hands to the taller's chest, using all his strength to push him away.

"I promised my mother I'd find someone good for me."

Jeno paused, dropping both his arms to his sides. "Baby, am I.. I'm not good enough?" he asked, voice cracking. Renjun shook his head.

Jeno frowned, holding onto Renjun's waist, burying his head into his neck. "Was I bad to you? Baby, did I hurt you? Renjun, I'll change. Baby, please educate me. Make me be good for you. Talk to me. Don't break up with me." he mumbled, taking in the smaller's scent.

Renjun blinked, his fingers unconsciously finding their way to the younger's hair, tangling them into his locks.

"Jeno ah,"

"Don't leave me. Don't leave me. I love you, Renjun. Talk to me. Don't break up with me. I'll change, I'll be good to you. I'll love you more. I'll be the man your mom wants you to end up with. Baby, please."

Renjun stopped, head laying low.

"I'm scared," he spoke, "I'm scared we'll end up like them."

Jeno lifted his head, looking at the smaller, his hands cupping his cheeks. "Like who, baby?"

Renjun frowned. "Mama and P-Papa."

Jeno gave him a worried look, "Am I acting like him to you? Am I being bad? Renjun, tell me so I can fix what I'm doing." Renjun looked up, meeting the taller's eyes before bringing his hand towards a box of cigarettes the taller had in his pocket.

He brought the box up to the taller's face before speaking softly, "No more drugs. Will mess with your brain."

Renjun dropped the box of cigarettes onto the ground, his head falling low with it.

"I don't want to be hurt like mama. Please stop."

Jeno's eyes softened as he hugged the boy gently.

"You're scared that I will hurt you, baby?" he asked, feeling the smaller nod. Jeno nodded, cradling the smaller.

"You want me to stop before it gets too out of hand?" he asked again. Renjun pouted slightly, nodding again.

"I-I want you to love me, and spend your weekends with me and not spend it getting drunk at parties." he stuttered, grabbing Jeno's hands.

"I don't want to be disappointed by another drug addict. So please, stop before you start hurting me like Papa did."

Renjun felt his eyes get glossy as he tried to hold it in. Jeno immediately pulled the boy into a hug, wiping his tears.

"Shh, baby don't cry, I'll stop. I promise. I won't hurt you okay?" he soothed. Renjun sniffed.

"Jeno ah, I don't want to leave you. I was just scared."

Jeno smiled, petting his hair. "You have every right to feel that way, Love. I'm just glad you decided to talk it out with me instead of leaving me like that." he responded. Renjun nodded, leaning into the taller's touch.

"I love you, Jeno ah." Jeno smiled, placing a kiss upon the older's head.

"I love you too, Injun ah."
















a/n I'll update part 3 of xiaodery soon

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