𝚁𝚘𝚌𝚔 𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜/𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜

𝗗𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝗪𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻 (𝗦𝗶𝗱 𝗩𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗼𝘂𝘀)

Waking up I feel the sun blaring right in my eyes and look straight for the window. Then I notice I'm on some raggedy ass couch that smells of beer and piss

Getting up I feel how stiff my back and muscles are so I stretch myself out before going on my quest to find Sid, after walking around the shit apartment we've stumbled across after a night of overly excessive drinking and who knows the amount of blow we did, I give up looking and just go to the bathroom to piss

"There you are bloke, never go wrong with a tub" mumbling to myself as I put the seat down before undoing my jeans

After sitting for a good two minutes emptying my bladder and waking up fully, I flush before shoving Sid awake

"Piss off- oh y/n is just you, how was the party last night" seeing him stumble to get out of his uncomfortable position in the shower

"If you woke up here I'd say stupendous you ninny" laughing only for a headache to spring into action causing me to groan "I need to get home and find some pain killers, move your ass"

The rest of the day I spent in my room while Sid said he had to go on run looking for a score, it seemed urgent that he needs it so I just went home to shower and rest since I had school tomorrow

Feeling a tap at my window I get up seeing it's Sid looking as crazy as ever

"What took you so long, I nearly was going to sleep" letting him in quickly closing the window getting back in bed

"I ran into Nancy on the way back few hours before and we ended up losing track of time"

Feeling my heart sink, I try to suppress my emotions from showing by just laying down

"Oh no, you're doing that thing again where you shut down and don't want to talk. Was it something you wanted to do before ?" he asks getting into bed laying down next to me pulling me into his embrace so he can lay on my chest

"Sid why do you hang out with me ? I'm 15 you're 20, still inexperienced and you still want to date me why ?"

"You're one of the most beautiful people I've seen, you don't piss on me like everyone else does and love me for me and not because I'm a loose bastard"

"Sid I'm not Nancy and I never will be. But I can't tell you to not hang out with her anymore she's your manager as you put it, however please don't over do it with the drugs. I love you so much that I don't know what I would do if I lost you" feeling myself cry as he looks up to me wiping them away

"I'm not going anywhere, you're stuck with me forever y/n. I'm pretty sure I'm invincible if I made it this far" causing me to lightly laugh, "I love you just as much and if not more. You're not Nancy and I don't want you to be, I love this okay, I love y/n and I don't want you to be something you're not. Because I fell in love with this and nothing more"

Understanding his every word I smash our lips together, feeling him tense at first before he relaxes returning the same eager and roughness as me

"We don't have to do this, I'm not saying you need to give yourself to me just know that it's you I choose and no one else" he pulls away sitting up

"Are you sure ? Sid I'm sure I want this, I'm ready"

"As much as my dick wants this I know you're not ready, we don't have to okay. When you're ready both mentally and emotionally but we don't have to rush"

Nodding understanding him we resume in our position laying back down talking bout anything and everything before falling asleep

~ 1978 ~