Taekook-( oneshots )

He teach me how to love myself

Hey.. Everyone, My name is Jeon Tae hyung.. I am 30 years old.. And to be honest those years arent that great or arent that bad also..

I born in very restricted family.. I was the youngest child.. My mom, dad always teach us we have to follow the society.. No matter if we are right or wrong..and Good boys never say No to their parents... We both always follow that.. At the age of 12.. I was send to my grand ma house .. Bcuz my result arent that good.. But did I ever say no to go there.. That answer will be No.. My grand parents home was a like blessing to me.. Where I dont have live every min's in rules..

Years pass.. I turn 17.. After I turn 17 my parents come to visit me or I thought so.. I was so happy I cant express, we meet like 6 years later..My mom told me to get shower bcuz They gonna take me with them... I ran to shower.. But I forget about my towel.. When i come back to get it i heard some shouting from my grand parents room.. I stand beside the door so they cant see me.. I was devastated what i heard.. They came here to get bcuz my older brother fall in love with a guy.. And the society doesnt like it.. So they gonna use me as replacement.. They just want me do Everything's they wants my brother to do.. But did I came infront of them.. Nah.. I didnt.. I just went back to shower..

I come back and do whatever They told me do.. I was like puppet.. I didnt had hope.. Actually i didnt know what hope was actually.. I didnt even know myself.. I just know that I am kim tae hyung. Who do everything he had been told..that's it..my life was like cage bird..

Years pass I turn into 18. I fall for someone..But did I confessed.. No.. Why bcuz that was a boy.. I find out I also like boys.. I gather all my courage and told my dad that I like boys.. He didnt said anything just give me a smirk and left.. My mom came pat on shoulder than left.. I didnt understand why they did that.. I somehow hoped that they loved me that why that's they accept me..

But i was so wrong.. In the next week I about to know that I am going to marry a guy.. Who will help my father's company... They didnt even bother to ask me.. Or I didnt even try to protist why cuz Good boys never say No..

I got to married someone whom I saw for the first time at our wedding. He was cold to me, never talk more than he needs.. But i didnt feel bad.. Bcuz I am used too.. Time pass... One day i got fever.. But I wasnt allow to tell him.. My mom always tought us never to call them at work.. so I didnt call my husband either .. He come back from late night and found me faint in floor.. He took care of me...

I somehow fall for him that day when took care of me.. I started look my happiness in him.. He notice something in me.. One day he asked me what i love to do?. But i dont have any answer bcuz I never had any chance to found what i actually love.. When he notice that i am quite he didnt drag more..

As days pass my anxiety level get increased.. Bcuz all my happiness was him.. I started to loose myself.. My mind had alot of things like if he forget about me. Found someone new.. Leave me.. How I am gonna lived than.. I couldnt eat or couldnt do something..

One day I found him with a pretty girl.. They were just talking.. My anxiety didnt take that in good way.. All i could think was I should die.. No one wants me anyway..neither I want my myself.. All of my life I spent in a box whice was created by other..

I cut and cut.. When he found my body I was covered with blood.. He rused to the hospital.. I had very less change to live and most importantly I didnt want to live .. But I lived...

When I woke up I found my husband there holding my hand while sleeping or i thought so.. I just look at him.. He opened his eyes.. His eyes were light red.. He kissed my hands and said I love you.. Dont leave me.. I dont know from where I got that much want of living...

Week passed... He asked me to what I love the most?? My answer was clothes and cute things.. The next day he gave him a a check and a shop paper .. He said to me start my business.. He will be here as my investor..

When I entered at my shop.. I dont know anything.. That place was empty just like my brain than.. I asked for help.. He said no.. That was annoying.. I had to google.. A little Course... It literally took 2 years to finally Open my shop.. I didnt even realized that I started fight for my dream... That shop... I start to have hopes.. Dreams.. I start to my find my happiness..

Now after 6 years JKH is one of the best company..

In my story I wanna say that.. Dont look for your happiness in someone else.. Look upon of yourself. .. The other person is only can help you a little.. But you have to help yourself.. I was lucky to have Mr.Jeon Jungkook as my husband... He gave me his hand so many times.. But I didnt realize what for that hand was.. So he finally hold my hand and drag me out of my box..

But it was on myself if I will go back in that box again or not.. No one gonna drag you out always.. Can anyone tell me why he buy that shop for me??
Let me tell you he wants me to create my own world ... Whice i never had..

I learn many things.. First and most importantly i learn that Me.. Mine.. No are very important words in the world.. Everyone will eat you alive if you cant say those three words..

2nd..dream .. If you asked a 18 or 17 years of me what is dream.. than maybe i would answer you
that it's something I am not allowed to have.. But now.. I am answer is 90° change... Now i will answer it's something all of us should have.. A dream is a hope of a new a day....

3rd..partner.. My grand ma always told me people will come like seasons, reason,and lifetime.. I didnt understand that but now i understand..

Season is who will come for awhile gave you little happiness than left.. Just like that boy I falled for..

Reason is they will teach a life lesson..

And lifetime is they never gonna leave you.. That is jungkook.. He didnt left me. Before I finish this I Just wanna thank to Jungkook.. And i love you

Me.. Jeon tae hyung and that is my life Story in my past 30 years of life..

Every one clap for tae.. He bow and ran to jungkook.. And hug him tightly.. They both were living the past again....

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Sorry.. If it's bad..
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