Honey (BxB)

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Tristan 

"No—s-top that! ahh!" Jesse whined and threw his head back as I sucked and tugged on his nipple. He sounded so angelic. I have no words to describe how it makes me feel. "T-Tristan don't b-bite... Please-ugh!" I smiled at his cute reactions for a moment before I went back and kissed his cherry lips. He tasted like honey.

This wasn't supposed to happen. We were planning to spend our day watching a movie, cooking, and playing some video games but..... now he's on my lap while I'm kissing and sucking on his supple skin. 

It's his fault though. He shouldn't have worn that oversized sweater which showed off his smooth skin every time he moved. I tried to hold myself back but I'm not good at self control when I'm with him. I think he's turning me into a sex-crazed pervert. 

Jesse hugged me, panting after we pulled back from our heated make out session. "Y-You have to drop me off at ho-home in the evening. We have classes tomorrow," He stuttered out while panting. I groaned, hugging him close to me. 

"Can we skip-"

"No,"

"But-"

"No, I have already missed so many classes and Dylan will kill me if I don't show up tomorrow. You should talk to Jake too. He's your best friend. He deserves to know about us."

I sighed. He's right. I should talk to Jake. I've been ignoring him a lot lately but I don't know how he's going to react to me being attracted to a man.

Okay...I will," I nodded.

Jesse smiled and kissed my forehead in an attempt to encourage me. I closed my eyes and enjoyed his warm touch. It always helps calm down.

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{Monday} 

"Huh? You what?" Jake asked, confused after I just explained everything to him. I couldn't help but sigh in frustration. The slowest thing on this planet must be his brain. There's no way this idiot didn't hear me. 

"I'm in love with Jesse. He's my boyfriend now." I repeated once again for his dumbass brain to pick up. Jake's eyes grew wide as he finally understood what I'm saying. 

"No way!!" He shouted before laughing like a maniac. "So you like men now?" He asked, trying to hold in his laughter. 

"Well, yes but no. I just like Jesse."

"So you're bisexual?" 

"Umm... I don't know. I like girls and Jesse. But I don't want any girl right now and I'm also not interested in any boys. I only like Jesse now...I don't know..." I said, scratching my ears. My sexuality is really confusing me. 

"Dude, I think you're Jessexual or something," Jake said and broke out into his maniac laughter once again.

I gave him an unimpressed look. "So you're not mad or anything?" I asked him before sitting on the bench nearby. 

"Why? Because you like a man? I'm not a homophobe, Tris. I don't care who you date and fuck. It's your life. I'll be happy for you no matter what." He said, patting my back. I let a small smile play on my lips. I'm really lucky to have him as my best friend. I know not a lot of people get this lucky.

"Thanks for understanding," I said but he hit me on my head. 

"Yo, I'm your best friend! Best friends don't say thank you!"  He laughed, shaking his head. 

"But why didn't you tell me earlier? I was really worried about you." 

I sighed and looked down guiltily. "I wanted to tell you....but I wasn't sure....I didn't even know what I was feeling then. It all felt new to me. I was discovering a new part of me. I wanted to be sure about it before I tell anyone...."

"That's okay… I'm happy that you told me now but don't keep any secrets from now on! I thought you were falling into depression or something." Jake sighed and hit me in the head before getting up. "Let's go, Jesse and Dylan must be waiting for us." I smiled and followed him to where Jesse and Dylan were sitting. We decided to eat lunch together from now on. 

"So I heard Dylan and you were hanging out," I said as I walked up to him. 

"Yeah... You were not with me so I was bored and decided to hang out with him. He's not as bad as I thought he was....it was fun." 

"Really? I thought you guys were enemies in past life,"

"Well... sometimes I feel like I should throw him off a cliff but other than that, he's okay I guess." Jake shrugged. 

I gave him a weird look before going to my baby's side. I hope they don't kill each other. 

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