Just Imagine, a Draco Malfoy Fanfiction

Poor Malfoy

NOT ACCURATE TO THE BOOKS
INCLUDES FOUL LANGUAGE
REFERENCE TO SEX
DRACOS POINT OF VIEW

             I woke up around 7:00 am. It was Saturday morning so I decided to let her sleep in. I can't believe how much pain she must be in right now! Bleeding for a week? Horrible cramps? I doubt I would've survived it. I suddenly admired how strong she was. Yet I still felt like I needed to take care of her. I snuck out into the main hall to bring us both something to eat. People were eyeing me weirdly, whispering, and scrambling farther away from me than usual. What was going on? "Poor Malfoy." They whispered. I walked over to the gossiping couple immediately. "You have exactly three seconds to tell me what you were saying I threatened them.

             They went wide eyed. "Y/N cheated on you with Dean while you were gone." A girl blurted out, unapologetically. What the fuck? "What do you mean cheated?" I demanded. "Slept around, fucked, went on dates, you know, cheated." She replied. Come to think of it, Y/N had been spending a lot more time with him lately. That would explain why. I felt so hurt. After all the "I love you" 's that we had shared? She looked me right in the eye and said that she missed me and loved me. Right after sleeping around? I couldn't fucking believe her. I walked briskly out of the main hall and back into the Slytherin common room. I knew that Y/N would be waking up soon. I needed to get her back. I scratched my head, thinking. Then I called out "Astoria!"

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

I woke up, without Draco beside me. On his pillow was a note. "Good morning Princess. I just went to go and get us some breakfast. Back soon." It said. I opened the door and started down to the common room to wait for Draco. I heard soft moans a kissing sounds. Ew gross. I did not want to walk in on two people fucking. The girl's voice moaned a name. "Draco".

DRACOS POINT OF VIEW

I heard Y/N open the door. I wanted to make her jealous. Stop her from ever cheating again. I kissed Astoria's neck until she moaned my name. It took all of my will power to not throw up on her. She was utterly disgusting, but she was the girl that Y/N hated most. "WHAT THE FUCK! DRACO!" She yelled. I stopped suddenly. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Astoria leave the room. I couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt. No. I shouldn't feel guilty. I bet she didn't feel guilty when she was banging Dean. "Why the hell are you fucking mad when you slept with Dean while I was gone?!?" I yelled back, a little quieter than she had. She laughed maniacally. "I DIDN'T FUCK DEAN!" She yelled. "We just spent more time together since you were gone!" She said.

Relief swooshed over my body. Of course she didn't cheat. Y/N would never do that. I should've already known. Oh fuck. I kissed Astoria. "Y/N- it's just people were spreading that rumour, and you just seemed closer to Dean lately, and I-I." I felt myself break down into tears. "Y/N, I only kissed her because she's the person you hate most, and I wanted to make you jealous because I thought that you- but of course you didn't! You would never! And I really hated doing it. I resisted the urge to throw up on her the whole time. I just- fuck. You probably hate me now." I said. She looked down to the floor and hung her head.

             "Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me." She said quietly. Before she even had to explain, I knew what she was going to say. "Draco, I can't. You've made the same mistake before, and I forgave you. You should've known but for some reason you can't trust me. I'm sorry Draco. I don't think this can work if you can't trust me. I don't think this is- a good idea." She said. Ouch. I felt my heart break before my eyes. "Y/N... please. Give me another chance." I pleaded. Her expression softened but then it hardened again. She shook her head no. "We should see other people Draco. Find me when you can trust me." She said before leaving the room.

No. I've lost her. Lost everything. I let myself collapse onto my knees. I was so fucking stupid. I really could trust her. I knew I could. But everything is trying to tear us apart. Maybe this was the world's way of telling me that we were bad for one another. But how could it be bad when it was so sweet? My first love. Gone. Everything I had. She was my world. And I threw her away. "FUCK!" I yelled to myself.

"Woah Draco! I've never seen you so worked up! What's going on?" Blaise said, entering the room. "I fucking messed up and now Y/N's gone." I said. "Well what'd you do?" He asked. I told him everything that happened. "My god." He said. "I can see why she's so hurt. From her point of view, you cheated on her. But from your point of view, she cheated on you. But she didn't. And now you're screwed." He said. I glared at him. "Yeah no shit." I replied. "Draco, I've never seen you so worked up about a girl. She really must be doing something right. Is it because she's good in bed? Or..." he said half jokingly. I glared at him for a moment but then responded. "I don't know Blaise. I actually liked her before we fucked. Don't get me wrong, she's the best I've ever done, but I think I love her. Not her body."

Blaise looked surprised. "I never thought I'd be alive to see the day when Draco Malfoy sees something more in a girl than sex!" Blaise laughed. "Me too. She broke me." I said. "Oh FUCK!" I yelled, punching the wall, and making a hole in it. I quickly fixed it with my wand and tried to relax. "I need to get her back."

AUTHORS NOTE

Mk so anyway...