If Only | Taegyu

forty-three

"What shall I do with you,you slut?"

"Please dad,just don't involve Taehyun in this.Hurt me instead,please." he begged.

"Oh I'll hurt you alright,I just have to double it." his dad smirked.

Beomgyu only replied with a sob,hands hiding his tears falling from his eyes.

His dad pulled his hair harshly,hurting Beomgyu in the process, "Look at you,ending up gay like your gay slut brother."

"He's not a slut,he's a kind brother." he cried.

"Then why did he leave you huh?Why did he leave you all alone?"

Before Beomgyu could answer,he received a harsh slap on the face.His father's hands were always heavy.

"How about this huh" his dad started, "You break up with your whore boyfriend,you stay away from him,or else I'll kill him."

Beomgyu's eyes widened again,"What?You can't hurt him."

"Oh I can." "I'll start with you."

tw: abuse and violence

Slaps,punches,and kicks were received by Beomgyu.His father hurt him until he was satisfied.Beomgyu looked like shit.Nose bleeding,his right eye forming a bruise together with left cheek,hand marks on his face from the slaps,stomach and lower body filled with bruises.

After that,his dad grabbed his chin harshly and said, "You're gonna call your gay boyfriend and tell him you're breaking up with him,then after that you'll throw away your damn phone,you won't go to school anymore,and you'll go back to our house again."

"Also,because I still have some kindness,you can go out of the house,but you will have someone guarding you wherever you go to make sure you won't meet up with you precious little boyfriend,got it?" he added.

"Y-yes." he struggled to answer.

"Got it?!" his dad repeated angrily.

"Yes dad."

"Now call him."

Beomgyu had no choice but to obey.He dialed Taehyun's number and it rang for a few seconds,until Taehyun answered,voice shaking,he was clearly crying.

"Hello?What happened Beommie?"

The raven haired suddenly felt crying when he heard Taehyun like that,but he needed to act normal.

"Taehyun,let's break up."

"What?No,please.What did I do?Is it because of the man earlier?Please don't break up with me Beommie,I love you.Please,I love you so much,please don't leave me,I need you."

Tears already falling from Beomgyu's eyes,wiping it and saying, "I'm sorry Taehyun." before ending the call and immediately falling on his knees,letting out a loud and harsh sob.

"Nothing good will happen if you have that kind of relationship,especially with a weak boy like him,trust me.Now pack up your things,you won't live here anymore." his dad demanded,leaving the room after he spoke.

Beomgyu couldn't do anything.He wanted to curse his dad,punch him,kick him,disobey him,but he can't.He knows Taehyun will get hurt too if he did differently to what his father commanded him to do.

He packed his things and after a few hours,he was finished.He left his things for the movers to move later,he entered his dad's car,and they went to their house.

Once they arrived,he looked at the house.The house where good memories were made,and also the bad ones.The reason why he moved out of the house as soon as he started college was because he wanted to move on.He wanted to forget the bad memories that happened.But now,he can remember it all again,he can feel it all again.The pain,regret,and the guilt.

He went to his old room and locked the door.He sat on the floor besides his bed,and he started crying,hugging his knees.

"I miss you Yoongi-hyung.And I'm sorry Taehyun,I love you."

Beomgyu's lifestyle got worse.He started homeschooling,but obviously he was just spacing out throughout the day,he wasn't eating well,he didn't drink water,he haven't slept for a few days.Bags on his eyes were forming,his black hair growing too long,not bothering to style it or cut it.

Wake up,shower,study(more like staring at the papers),sleep,and repeat.That was his routine.

His life became shit,again.

(；'∀｀)i swear i love them