One Heartless Woman

Chapter 34

Warning: Rated SPG

Chap.34

*Lala

Time comes na malalaman mong may mga o isang taong katulad mo din na hirap magtiwala ulit like what they or you did before. Minsan pa nagiging mahirap para sa ibang intindihin tayo sa pagiging matigas natin not showing our true feelings and emotions kaya natatawag na heartless or vise versa masyadong over acting naman sa pagiging emosyonal. But that's us being human, not perfect.

That's why I'll understand Zac's reaction towards Jan. But I don't want him to feel that way. I want him realize how much I love him and I want him to give his full trust on me. Because really I don't have any romantically feelings to Jan anymore. Maybe before, but now I just see Jan as a father to Zian who just want to be a part of our son's life. That's all, I'm very sure of that.

"Best." I call Yka early in the morning. Miss ko na siya, madalang na ang girl bonding namin, busy siya sa business nila at ganon din ako.

"Hello best, good morning." Yka answered.

" I'm okay." Sagot ng walang gana.

"You sure? Why I had the feeling that you are not." Yka stated, best friend ko talaga siya. Even though she doesn't see me right now, she feels me.

"Really I'm okay." Sagot ko ulit. I don't want her to drag into my problem. It's me and Zac and Jan in the picture.

"Really ha? But you sounds really problematic best. You can't deny to me. Common tell me, maybe I can help." Yka insisted.

Bumuntong hininga ako bago sumagot. Kahit noon pa, Yka always there for me. Kahit ang makinig lang siya sa mga issue ko sa buhay it helps me a lot. Lalo na if she gives me advice. "Best it's about Zac." Pauna ko.

"Aha, anong ginawa ni Zac sayo nagloko ba? Aba magpapakasal na kayo ah." 'Yon lang minsan over acting. Natawa tuloy ako.

"Ano ba yan best. Ang OA non promise." Pabirong sabi ko.

"Oops, sorry. So what's the problem nga."

"Ganito kasi 'yon. Si ano, si Jan nandito nasa Pilipinas ulit."

"Jan? As in Jan the past, the ex slash Zian's father? So anong sabi ni Zac, how he react about it." Tanong ni Yka na halata sa tono ng boses na hindi makapaniwala.

"Yeah. Sa tingin ko nagseselos si Zac. Nagtalo kami kagabi, pero kahit papaano napaliwanagan ko naman siya. But still he had this doubt over Jan. Iniisip niyang hindi lang si Zian ang dahilan ng pag-uwi nito kundi Jan want me back." Mahabang paliwanag ko.

"That's really a big time problem best. Actually I'll understand Zac's reaction, kasi naman hindi mo lang ex si Jan, he is Zian's father at kahit anong mangyari he'll always be a part of your life, specially to Zian." Sagot ni Yka.

"Yon na nga best, si Jan ay tatay ni Zian, alangan namang pagtabuyan ko 'yung tao. Gusto niyang bumawi sa anak namin. What we had a long time ago was past na, tapos na. But Zian and Jan relationship are just starting at hindi na 'yon matatapos dahil mag-ama sila. At 'yon lang talaga, wala na."

"Exactly the point best. I'm sure Zac knows that, but he can't just accept the fact na hindi na mawawala sa buhay niyo si Jan. I know Zac love our Zian too like he was the real father. Pero kahit ano pang gawin niya Jan was the real one. He was just afraid of losing both of you." Paliwanag Yka.