painful friendship

who shall break first?

Waking Friday morning, type turned to pat the bed to lean up, he signed. Even though he invited tharn back to the bed Tuesday, the fact he stuck to his guns about him not even wrapping an arm about, tharn wouldn't stay to the bed, he wouldn't be there when type woke.
Pulling the covers off, he then got up, to go to the door to open, to go to the living room to look over the couch, to eye tharn, he was too his back, arm behind his head, head turned, sleeping soundly.
Types eyes narrowed.
This whole matter has gone on too long tharn! I can't believe you won't just tell me!?
You have no idea how much I am missing your touch, feeling your heat and heart beat to my exposed chest or back has we sleep together.
Type then started to chew at his cheek, he then started to grow in anger. Tharn then went to his side to Shuffle about, seeming like he didn't have a care in the world, type raised an eye brow to then place his hands to the couch to then push.
Tharn then tumbled out to hit the floor to his butt, he was hunched a bit to rub at his lower his head hung.
"What the...."
Type moved the couch back to wrap his arms about, to eye.
"Good morning. Hope you sleep well." Type spoke sarcastically.
He then moved to go to the kitchen to start on breakfest and lunch before school.
Tharn looked up with furrowed eye brows.
What a prick! I just got to sleep, which wasent easy without.....
Tharn looked to the ground to sign and heavily.
Getting up, he grabbed the blanket to then go to the bed, to toss. He then eyed it, shaking his head.
Crawling into it, he went under the covers, to close his eyes to be where type had been, feeling his warmth, it lulled him back to sleep.
Finishing breakfast, type came out with the plates to put too the table.
He then looked about.
Tharn? Where is he? Did he leave?
Types eyes widen to then go to his bedroom to try and retrieve his phone.
Once in, he looked to the bed to see tharn, to his side, fast asleep.
Type relaxed.
Going to the edge, he looked to tharn to shake his head.
Why won't you just tell me? I'm not stupid tharn, this has to be about tun and maybe my brother, are they still dating? Are they still together? Is that what you are holding? Why do you protect your friend but won't even talk to me? We've known the other longer, gone through so much and this is the way you act!?
Type gritted his teeth in anger watching tharn sleep.
Shaking his head, type then went to go get dressed and grabbed his phone, he went to the kitchen table to stab at his food to consume, once he was finished, he got up to go to the kitchen to do the dishes, to then work on lunch, once done, he placed tharns next to his breakfest plate, to then go back to the room.
Tharn moved to his back, he placed a hand to his stomach, head turned to sleep soundly.
To the side of the bed, type looked to him.
I..... Can't believe tun matters more to you then me...... Do you even really love me th.....
Types eyes then widened.
"Mmm, love you..... Type...." He mumbled in his sleep.
Types face fell a bit.
You and I..... Are always so in sync......
Type leaned over to place a hand to his head to go to his cheek to kiss, he moved back to go to his ear.
"I love you too tharn, just stop lying, tell me the truth." He whispered.
Type then moved back to rub his thumb up and down, to then turn, he did a few things before he left.
Waking a bit later, tharn opened his eyes to then sit up feeling well rested, then his eyes widened, turning his head he eyed the clock to groan.
Damnit type! Why didn't you wake me!
Pulling the covers off, tharn got up to go to the bathroom to relieve himself to brush his teeth to then go to the closet to dress.
Done, he went out to eye the table, he saw a sack and a letter, he took a deep breathe in.
Going to the table, he looked to the note to smile.
From type: tharn, I know your going to wake late, don't be mad at me but you looked so peaceful sleeping, so don't worry about school, take today to relax. Breakfest I wrapped, it's to the fridge, this is your lunch. Even though we're fighting, I still love you. Don't forget that.
Tharn placed the note down, to then go to the kitchen to the fridge to eye the wrapped plate, he retrieved it, to then go back to the table to sit, he grabbed his phone out to see it was 2.
Tharn shrugged.
Too late for class, I'll only be there for 15 minutes, I'm sure type took my car.
Looking to the plate, he then un wrapped, to stab the food to consume taking deep breathes.
Tun..... tia.....I don't know how much longer I can hold this secert of yours to myself. Type is has stubborn has I am, probably why it took us this long to know the others feelings and get into this relationship.
Tharn signed to keep eating.
Damnit! What am I going to do? This is hurting us but I made a promise, but should I be this loyal to you tun and not type?
I am happy you found someone, kind of wish it wasn't my best friend and lovers little brother but what can I do? Tell him? Get type pissed? Then what?
Tharn signed, to shake his head, he was happy he didn't have to work tonight, he did need time to relax, this whole situation was starting to really hurt, not just his pride but his heart, he was missing the closeness of him and type.
Has he sat tharn starting to think long and hard on what he needed to do next, because this was not working and it was starting to break him.
Type..... I'm sorry..... I'll try to figure out something..... But tun..... I'll try to continue to keep your secret...... Even though it seems to be destroying my happiness....
Tharn signed to then sink a bit into depression at this whole thing, not knowing really what to do next, but was trying to keep the peace, however he was unaware that type, just like him, was to his breaking point over this matter, it was just a matter of time now to who will break first.